
iblamemandible7
ORG RUINER
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Taking action is scary on a physical or mental level, its more of an immediate fear, but inaction is much much worse. Reading about some of these niggas neeting through the prime years of their lives scares the absolute shit out of me. It encourages me to take the plunge into the ice water that is life, to get a j*b and get all my surgeries I need and ntmaxx as soon as possible and escape from the ldaring curse Ive been in for the past year
Its insanity that I know what needs to be done, but Im too afraid to do it. Ive been afraid of confronting things for my entire life. All I need to do is work for a year or 2, get a trimax, maybe go to turkey for some implants, and then I have the life I want at my fingertips. I think I could become htn even after doing all of this, despite what org will tell you thats enough to live an excellent life
The fear from doing nothing festers and rots over the months, it stays in the back of your head even when it isn't creeping to the front, its extremely exhausting and damages your soul without even realizing it. It picks up a strange kind of momentum in your subconscious the longer that you stay still
The danger of inaction is underrated, thats the one thing Ive learned from wasting my 17th year on earth doing absolutely nothing. if you dont find a way to face your problems, youll wake up in your deathbed in the blink of an eye, regretting everything thats led up to that. Imagine how that feels
Its insanity that I know what needs to be done, but Im too afraid to do it. Ive been afraid of confronting things for my entire life. All I need to do is work for a year or 2, get a trimax, maybe go to turkey for some implants, and then I have the life I want at my fingertips. I think I could become htn even after doing all of this, despite what org will tell you thats enough to live an excellent life
The fear from doing nothing festers and rots over the months, it stays in the back of your head even when it isn't creeping to the front, its extremely exhausting and damages your soul without even realizing it. It picks up a strange kind of momentum in your subconscious the longer that you stay still
The danger of inaction is underrated, thats the one thing Ive learned from wasting my 17th year on earth doing absolutely nothing. if you dont find a way to face your problems, youll wake up in your deathbed in the blink of an eye, regretting everything thats led up to that. Imagine how that feels
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