incel trait: two different serious infections in a year

[Deleted member 7901]

over tbh, its the worst fucking feeling in the world, especially if you have anxiety to medical conditions

a few months ago I got infected in my hand due to a cat bite, and every site online told its super hard to treat because its like a deep injection,
and many times its dangerous, I went to the emergency meeting, and the doctor there was very worried, and said that in the vast majority of cases,
it gets worse, and he gave me the hardest antibiotics, however my infection was gone after a few days

but wasn't it really fucking worrying, I wasn't going out of my bed, having anxiety 24/7 and probably got some mental damage

now I have a pink eye, my entire eye is itching and red almost like blood for 3 days, I have to sit now for 2 fucking days before the jewish doctors start to work
again, so I can get checked and get treatment, and I have the same fucking anxiety as before but worse, it can be anything, it can be just allergy to something, it can be infection, it can be an underlying cause, but I don't know

I barely can get myself to do anything, even though I can see clearly and my symptoms are mainly visual but the anxiety kills me

 

[turkproducer]

do you really wanna watch yourself rack up a 100.000 posts when you’re 28 with 2 kids the mother is a romanian prostitute in bulgaria and you send your child to a well 30 miles away to get water

 

[Gonthar]

Incel trait - getting bitten by cat.

Wash your eyes with a saline solution.

 

[Deleted member 8853]

Can't relate I can't get sick.

 

[boIin]

How anxiety feels like? I felt fear before in my life, but you people talk like it's a thing on his own, elab.
I feel fear, i rationalize the thing, fear is going away.

 

[Deleted member 7901]

Incel trait - getting bitten by cat.

Wash your eyes with a saline solution.

*getting bitten by a cat 6 times

it sounds retarded asf, but I noticed that cats make such funny reactions if you don't react to their bits (I have a few cats, I was bitten a lot since age 0 and it doesn't hurt anymore)

its probably the only reason it didn't become worse, since my body was used to the bacteria

 

[Deleted member 7901]

How anxiety feels like? I felt fear before in my life, but you people talk like it's a thing on his own, elab.
I feel fear, i rationalize the thing, fear is going away.

I don't suffer from anxiety from anything else, just if I read about medical conditions that I suspect I have,
depends on how it hits you, its actually terrible, you see black, feel very weak, and need to sit, and feel like passing out, or pass out for the first time like I did today

 

[TsarTsar444]

How anxiety feels like? I felt fear before in my life, but you people talk like it's a thing on his own, elab.
I feel fear, i rationalize the thing, fear is going away.

It feels subconscious, i have social anxiety and sometines almost faint when in a large group of people all staring at me. You can't just reason it out, its deep in your subconscious, most likely caused by childhood traumas

 

[boIin]

just if I read about medical conditions that I suspect I have,

Then don't

 

[Deleted member 7901]

Then don't

kinda hard, what you said before about rationalizing, doesn't quite work, in fact for me, because I have a very hard need to understand what I have, I need to check

my cat infection would get 100% worse if I didn't, I only went because my I pressured my lazy dad to take me to the emergency room in the first day, I actually had this anxiety before this, but it wasn't based on a true issue I have, but since this cat infection, this anxiety got even worse and more rationalized because it was justified and possibly saved my hand

I guess this fear comes from evolutionary pressure, those who waited too long for an issue like this, probably died

 

[Deleted member 7901]

its deep in your subconscious, most likely caused by childhood traumas

This is 100% true, I was sick a lot as a kid, which probably let my subconscious understand that my immune system isn't the best

 

[TsarTsar444]

This is 100% true, I was sick a lot as a kid, which probably let my subconscious understand that my immune system isn't the best

The only way to treat anxiety is with daily benzos and thats the brutal cold truth, therapy is a meme simply because it's deep in your subconscious.
How old are you?

 

[Deleted member 7901]

The only way to treat anxiety is with daily benzos and thats the brutal cold truth, therapy is a meme simply because it's deep in your subconscious.
How old are you?

I get this anxiety quite rarely, around once a year, and it doesn't effect me more then 20 minutes if I don't actually have the sickness (for example hearing about certain medical conditions can also trigger it but not all, it seems to be random)
it only became worse after the cat infection, and today legit passed out because of this in my class, I assume because the anxiety got justified, so I don't think I should take anything for it, I feel like exposure therapy could actually be very helpful for this though

and recently turned 18

 

[TsarTsar444]

I get this anxiety quite rarely, around once a year, and it doesn't effect me more then 20 minutes if I don't actually have the sickness (for example hearing about certain medical conditions can also trigger it but not all, it seems to be random)
it only became worse after the cat infection, and today legit passed out because of this in my class, I assume because the anxiety got justified, so I don't think I should take anything for it, I feel like exposure therapy could actually be very helpful for this though

and recently turned 18

Yeah exposure therapy is quite legit for social anxiety, definitely makes it better in my case but this quarantine made me completely retarded again

 

[Deleted member 7901]

Yeah exposure therapy is quite legit for social anxiety, definitely makes it better in my case but this quarantine made me completely retarded again

same here, I feel like I developed some shit tbh

 

[Deleted member 275]

Can't relate I can't get sick.

this, and still incel.

cant remember last time I got ill, my body is tough asf tbh

 

[Deleted member 7901]

this, and still incel.

cant remember last time I got ill, my body is tough asf tbh

damn not even in your childhood? I stopped getting colds totally around age 12 but until age 8 I used to get sick a lot

 

[Deleted member 275]

damn not even in your childhood? I stopped getting colds totally around age 12 but until age 8 I used to get sick a lot

I had the flu like once only? I often had ear infections when I was ~6yo though.

 

[Deleted member 8853]

this, and still incel.

cant remember last time I got ill, my body is tough asf tbh

Yeah.
I have a robust immune system

 

[Deleted member 6305]

Infects me

 

[R@m@]

It feels subconscious, i have social anxiety and sometines almost faint when in a large group of people all staring at me. You can't just reason it out, its deep in your subconscious, most likely caused by childhood traumas

brain processing is also a thing