Inevitable loop.

[vrift]

Who else is stuck in this inevitable loop of being KHHV and desperately wanting a girlfriend, remembering how wicked and deceptive some girls have become, then losing hope and trying to accept being KHHV. There's no escape. Every time I've ever felt like shit for being KHHV and then wanting to try finding a girlfriend I would remember all those nightmarish stories I've been told of cheating happening around me. Like I have a friend who had a girlfriend for 3 years and ended up cheating on him with his best friend of 11 fucking years. He literally knew the guy since kindergarten and was with his girlfriend since grade 8 but that didn't stop either of them.

Although it isn't every girl, the slight chance of something like that happening to me is enough to deter me from trying. Anyways even if I tried I wouldn't be able to get a girlfriend because I have a genetic mishap of a face.