Infertility ruined my life at 16.

[The Homelander]

Ohk now i get it

So can you give your reports in dm?
How old are you rn

Probably a larp. Did he dm you?

 

[Soter]

when you coom, what is it like?

 

[bruhlook]

Found out i was infertile at the start of the year ,not able to make kids was my biggest fear that i ultimately got punished with for no reason,i never did roids or any drugs, sarms or drugs,it just happend

I started coping with the stuff i did usually like gym , going out with friends,reels, work , music and it never helped,the thought never got out of my mind ,only time i wasn't thinking about it when i was watching tik tok or doing something that needed focus , whenever i talked to a girl it reminded me even if i was with them i wouldn't be able to start a family

In February during lunch me and my coworkers went to a restaurant,we sat down and as i waited for the food i noticed people next to us sitting,it was a LTN with his Mtb wife next to the husband was a baby stroller and his newborn son ,i watched the father play with his kid ,holding him,kissing him ,i felt pain and when he noticed i was looking at him i just smiled and put my head down

Across from them was either the wife's or the husbands parents sitting with them ,they were proud that they have a family together while im never gonna get to make mine feel that way
Even tho i mogged them ,i was still alone and i would never have my own family no girl would want me because im infertile, who would want to spend their future with someone who is meaningless and can't continue his bloodline ?

This shitty encounter has been bugging me for months now , every time i see someone with their kids together no matter if it's pictures,irl, online, paintings it always reminds me that i will never experience being a father and a husband like i always wanted to

Some people would say they would rather be infertile because they can "use it to their advantage" i don't see the point in that,im not a person who would have sex with any girl , that's why i only look for woman who are not whores like the rest of this generation,so i can have a meaningful life,but no this is how i was born and there's no way to change it ,i could change my bones , and eyebrows and hair and everything but i can't change something that's more important then anything to me

I don't see the point in living if i can't start a family

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I am srry dude, the only positive thing is that you don't need to use condom, and a lot of people can't have kids, you are not alone

 

[LegendaryKennen]

can you still ejaculate? or just the sperm cells are bad?

 

[Balkanmogger1446]

can you still ejaculate? or just the sperm cells are bad?

Both

 

[wishIwasSalludon]

Unironically if I was infertile I’d go ER

you wont be reproducing either way

nor should you

 

[TheLightOfMyLife]

you wont be reproducing either way

nor should you

added to ignore peace out