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Basically says that the fighters you see on the UFC are no different from the average person on the street who is shit scared of getting into a fight in the sense that neither of them actually want to fight
Any time I've had a few drinks and the opportunity of a fight presents itself where I believe hitting the other person is deserved (disrespecting me in front of others etc) I feel an overwhelming urge to do it with zero thought for the consequences
The idea of inflicting pain on someone who I think deserves it arouses me and I have absolutely zero consideration for whether they may be skilled or not
When I was 96kg on tren I thought I was invincible but since losing 15kg, Forevergymcelling humbled me by giving me a black eye when we met
Is such a desire to want to fight based on narcy delusion or wanting to get revenge for years of shit treatment by people who viewed me as a framecel subhuman or or tren rewiring my brain or needing to feel something exhilirating and primal?
I just want to bite through human flesh until I hear the bone crack
All that normie shit about being an influential member of a social group and finding a girl to have a relationship with has never and will never be an option for me Now that my mandible is returning to it's natural position thanks to reversing cope orthodontics and it's no longer tucked...