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Previously:
>Last year I posted a thread about how i was 17 barely 5'9 and that my doctors said my bone age matched my chronological age 17-17 (ba-chron)... they told me i would max hit 5'10 if they got me on hgh, they said i was basically done.
Disclaimer: you can skip the trauma dump if you'd like to ill mark the end of it down below
>I was heavily considering roping because at the same time this was happening, my ex was cheating on me w my best friend and then after i broke up with her over it she starting going out with my 6'0.5 twin brother. (couldn't fight him or do anything because i was a weak manlet and he is 6'1 200+ lbs)
>I almost got fired at my wagecuck job because some dumb foid wanted to sit in the bathroom for 30minutes while on the clock, i only worked so i could afford my height stack and it became my only way to escape the hell I was living in, but of course even that had to become miserable for me because of this foid.
>My parents would constantly spew
cope to me abt how its "just abt personality" any time i tried talking to them abt anything and constantly degraded me this entire struggle.
>Here is some things they have told me word for word... i can sit here all day and write these down since there is just so much shit they said, but this post is getting long so here's just a few...
"yeah just work at ___ for the rest of your life" -stay at home foid mother
"your fucking useless" -6'2 dad
(for context my dad was htn 6'2 roiding and played college football)
"why aren't you the happy little kid i knew 10 years ago" - guilt tripping foid mother
"when are you gonna get a real job" - guess who
"when's the last time u went out and did something with somebody?" -mom
"you need to stop obsessing over something out of your control... it doesn't even mater anyways" - heightist mother...
"you and your brother are gonna be the only people that will have each other when your older" - both mom and dad
(funny because they know everything he did to me btw: my ex isnt even the worst of it)
>they let my ex come to my house and "tutor" my brother in his room, i would come home from work with all her friends at my house. one night i got speeding ticket and walked in to see my brother had her scooped up in his arms while she was giggling and shit. some days ill come home, he will have his door cracked open and ill see her kicking her feet on his bed and ill hear her giggling (im not a cuck i will genuinely er if any one of u say that)
>I was at the lowest point in my life... I was always in a unescapable state of melancholy since i was born but at 17yo I was so fucking angry at my life I was struggling to wake up i would sometimes sleep for 17hrs a day ldar for 5 and only get out of bed to hit my calories protein and take my hgh and aromasin.
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>I was too much of a useless pussy to rope so i said fuck it, I promised myself that I had to keep going and once i hit my 20s then i could rope if my life was still as miserable as its always been
>well its been year and the only thing i have to say is fuck the doctors,
>i just turned 18 and my hgh and aromasin protocol took me from starting 5'8PM 5'8.5AM july 4th 2025 to 5'11PM 6'0AM august 28th 2026. I grew a little over 3 inches in a little over a year way past what they predicted and my plates are still open.
>Sep 2025 was when I got my wrist scan. The thing abt my wrist scan was that they had to revise it 3 times and never gave me a picture of my wrists. earlier this year I found out that they told my mother on the phone that my bone age was 16-17 before even releasing the paper and revising it.
>Now im 18 my plates are still open (I think i grew in the past 3 months) because of my ai and im getting on tyra and ky along with some otha shit to see if i can get any taller so i can heightmog my fuckass twin brother.
>Recently I've been struggling to feel any strong emotions at all and its rlly weird... I just don't feel care for anything I dont feel sad I dont feel angry I dont feel happy or excited either although im getting closer to what ive been dreaming of my whole life. I dont even remember the last time I found myself crying in the mirror or in my bed late at night. I cant explain how it makes me feel all I can think is that I need more and I am not enough to live yet. I feel robotic in a way, like every day im doing the same thing at the same time without stop I dont learn or experience I just exist and thats enough for me for now.
Long story short dont trust your doctors and never rope until its truly over. maybe that last part will become ironic but who knows.
Sorry if this was corny or just trauma slop I just kinda needed a way to get it written down
if u read it all the way thru, thanks brah
https://looksmax.org/threads/is-59-a-livable-hieght.1629142/#post-23204526
(ORIGINAL POST) from Sep 22, 2025
>Last year I posted a thread about how i was 17 barely 5'9 and that my doctors said my bone age matched my chronological age 17-17 (ba-chron)... they told me i would max hit 5'10 if they got me on hgh, they said i was basically done.
Disclaimer: you can skip the trauma dump if you'd like to ill mark the end of it down below
>I was heavily considering roping because at the same time this was happening, my ex was cheating on me w my best friend and then after i broke up with her over it she starting going out with my 6'0.5 twin brother. (couldn't fight him or do anything because i was a weak manlet and he is 6'1 200+ lbs)
>I almost got fired at my wagecuck job because some dumb foid wanted to sit in the bathroom for 30minutes while on the clock, i only worked so i could afford my height stack and it became my only way to escape the hell I was living in, but of course even that had to become miserable for me because of this foid.
>My parents would constantly spew
cope to me abt how its "just abt personality" any time i tried talking to them abt anything and constantly degraded me this entire struggle. >Here is some things they have told me word for word... i can sit here all day and write these down since there is just so much shit they said, but this post is getting long so here's just a few...
"yeah just work at ___ for the rest of your life" -stay at home foid mother
"your fucking useless" -6'2 dad
(for context my dad was htn 6'2 roiding and played college football)
"why aren't you the happy little kid i knew 10 years ago" - guilt tripping foid mother
"when are you gonna get a real job" - guess who
"when's the last time u went out and did something with somebody?" -mom
"you need to stop obsessing over something out of your control... it doesn't even mater anyways" - heightist mother...
"you and your brother are gonna be the only people that will have each other when your older" - both mom and dad
(funny because they know everything he did to me btw: my ex isnt even the worst of it)
>they let my ex come to my house and "tutor" my brother in his room, i would come home from work with all her friends at my house. one night i got speeding ticket and walked in to see my brother had her scooped up in his arms while she was giggling and shit. some days ill come home, he will have his door cracked open and ill see her kicking her feet on his bed and ill hear her giggling
(im not a cuck i will genuinely er if any one of u say that)>I was at the lowest point in my life... I was always in a unescapable state of melancholy since i was born but at 17yo I was so fucking angry at my life I was struggling to wake up i would sometimes sleep for 17hrs a day ldar for 5 and only get out of bed to hit my calories protein and take my hgh and aromasin.
//////////////////////////////////////////////////////////
>I was too much of a useless pussy to rope so i said fuck it, I promised myself that I had to keep going and once i hit my 20s then i could rope if my life was still as miserable as its always been
>well its been year and the only thing i have to say is fuck the doctors,
>i just turned 18 and my hgh and aromasin protocol took me from starting 5'8PM 5'8.5AM july 4th 2025 to 5'11PM 6'0AM august 28th 2026. I grew a little over 3 inches in a little over a year way past what they predicted and my plates are still open.
>Sep 2025 was when I got my wrist scan. The thing abt my wrist scan was that they had to revise it 3 times and never gave me a picture of my wrists. earlier this year I found out that they told my mother on the phone that my bone age was 16-17 before even releasing the paper and revising it.
>Now im 18 my plates are still open (I think i grew in the past 3 months) because of my ai and im getting on tyra and ky along with some otha shit to see if i can get any taller so i can heightmog my fuckass twin brother.
>Recently I've been struggling to feel any strong emotions at all and its rlly weird... I just don't feel care for anything I dont feel sad I dont feel angry I dont feel happy or excited either although im getting closer to what ive been dreaming of my whole life. I dont even remember the last time I found myself crying in the mirror or in my bed late at night. I cant explain how it makes me feel all I can think is that I need more and I am not enough to live yet. I feel robotic in a way, like every day im doing the same thing at the same time without stop I dont learn or experience I just exist and thats enough for me for now.
Long story short dont trust your doctors and never rope until its truly over. maybe that last part will become ironic but who knows.
Sorry if this was corny or just trauma slop I just kinda needed a way to get it written down
if u read it all the way thru, thanks brah
https://looksmax.org/threads/is-59-a-livable-hieght.1629142/#post-23204526
(ORIGINAL POST) from Sep 22, 2025
