Is an LSD trip what death feels like?

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can someone confirm
 
Seriously, i cant stop jerking off. I love every aspect of it, the preparation, the build up, it's such a holistic routine. I get home from school everyday, greet parents, quick chores, etc. then make sure my parents are preoccupied with whatever so they don't go into my room and see me jerking off. I like to pee before I jerk off to alleviate any potential pain of pissing immediately following my ejaculation. Then I go on instagram and scroll until I find a picture of some nice boobs or ass that allows me to get hard, I never search boobs or ass because that's too easy and its cheating, I must "stumble" across the boobs to give myself plausible deniability for my deeds i.e. "oh shit it just kinda happened" for my post nut clarity. Once i'm fully erect I like to jerk off a little, but not too much just to make sure I don't lose my erection while I look for some porn worthy of my cumming. I usually like to watch POV videos because I sit close to my monitor and pretend i'm the guy for realistic sexual benefit. Then I pull up a picture of a girl wearing a thong, usually Jen selter or another whore like that, so I can occasionally divert my attention from my POV video and hit a few jerks to a candid picture of some good ass. Once im almost done and about to cum, I close my eyes and jerk off to a girl I know in real life while listening to the audio of the porn on my headphones. There is no part of my day better than this moment, CUM gushing out my my average size penis, with my increasingly severe erectile dysfunction. Heaven is the best word to describe this split second, then it all comes crashing down, reality sets in. I'm sitting there with my stomach covered in cum realizing how bad things really are. I spam control W to close out the porn as i'm in pure disbelief that I am this much of a faggot. I rush to the bathroom to wipe the cum up or it will cause me pain if dry. The whole time i'm looking at myself in the mirror asking, why, why am I subjected to this torture, this addiction. I have no social life besides the occasional reply to my Xvideos comment. Why was I cursed with subhumanity and subhuman bone structure that forces me to jerk off as the only form of dopamine I will ever be able to achieve? I am truly unloveable, cursed. I am writing this thread immediately after I came FYI.
 
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nigga that is sad asf๐Ÿ˜ญ
 
Seriously, i cant stop jerking off. I love every aspect of it, the preparation, the build up, it's such a holistic routine. I get home from school everyday, greet parents, quick chores, etc. then make sure my parents are preoccupied with whatever so they don't go into my room and see me jerking off. I like to pee before I jerk off to alleviate any potential pain of pissing immediately following my ejaculation. Then I go on instagram and scroll until I find a picture of some nice boobs or ass that allows me to get hard, I never search boobs or ass because that's too easy and its cheating, I must "stumble" across the boobs to give myself plausible deniability for my deeds i.e. "oh shit it just kinda happened" for my post nut clarity. Once i'm fully erect I like to jerk off a little, but not too much just to make sure I don't lose my erection while I look for some porn worthy of my cumming. I usually like to watch POV videos because I sit close to my monitor and pretend i'm the guy for realistic sexual benefit. Then I pull up a picture of a girl wearing a thong, usually Jen selter or another whore like that, so I can occasionally divert my attention from my POV video and hit a few jerks to a candid picture of some good ass. Once im almost done and about to cum, I close my eyes and jerk off to a girl I know in real life while listening to the audio of the porn on my headphones. There is no part of my day better than this moment, CUM gushing out my my average size penis, with my increasingly severe erectile dysfunction. Heaven is the best word to describe this split second, then it all comes crashing down, reality sets in. I'm sitting there with my stomach covered in cum realizing how bad things really are. I spam control W to close out the porn as i'm in pure disbelief that I am this much of a faggot. I rush to the bathroom to wipe the cum up or it will cause me pain if dry. The whole time i'm looking at myself in the mirror asking, why, why am I subjected to this torture, this addiction. I have no social life besides the occasional reply to my Xvideos comment. Why was I cursed with subhumanity and subhuman bone structure that forces me to jerk off as the only form of dopamine I will ever be able to achieve? I am truly unloveable, cursed. I am writing this thread immediately after I came FYI.
Copypasta has me caging :forcedsmile:
 
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can someone confirm
Uhhh death is prolly similar to dmt cause when u die a shit load of naturally produced dmt, in ur brain is released. Dmt is also released in dreams
 

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