vurny
It's Over? I Didn't Hear No Bell
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I often ask myself if any of the effort that I put into improving myself is worth it. I have come a long way from where I once started, and by no means am I content yet ( I know that I will never be), but for some reason, even then it feels like all of this is for nothing (which it probably is; we're all gonna die). I feel so consumed by this need for self-improvement and having to work twice as hard as Chad when he has it all laid out for him
. Even though most would regard me as above average in looks and tall, I still feel as if I will die alone and continue living this life of seclusion til the end of my days.