Is any of this worth it?

[vurny]

I often ask myself if any of the effort that I put into improving myself is worth it. I have come a long way from where I once started, and by no means am I content yet ( I know that I will never be), but for some reason, even then it feels like all of this is for nothing (which it probably is; we're all gonna die). I feel so consumed by this need for self-improvement and having to work twice as hard as Chad when he has it all laid out for him . Even though most would regard me as above average in looks and tall, I still feel as if I will die alone and continue living this life of seclusion til the end of my days.

 

[vurny]

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[narrowclavicles]

tbh i think the same like my friend who has never even tried to fix his looks (and is not the best looking) pulls many girls even if he doesnt try

 

[vurny]

tbh i think the same like my friend who has never even tried to fix his looks (and is not the best looking) pulls many girls even if he doesnt try

I really sum it up to being hyperaware of the blackpill and being ND as compared to my friends, who, although they don't compare to me in looks or height, just don't care about anything and walk around so low IQ and oblivious that they just keep shooting.