scare7
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How can foids be so fucking evil? I've been talking to this one girl for 2 years and i've liked her ever since. She has my whole heart and I told her how I felt around 4 months ago. She said she had felt the same way, yet she didn't like dating. But a month later she begins dating this other dude. I ask her about it and she says she's only trolling him, which is cruel, but I also just go along with it. She did say multiple times she didn't love him and she loved me, but I found that hard to believe yet I still had hope.A few weeks later she breaks up with him, yet they get back together in a day? This repeats 2 or 3 more times, and then I said if you are just trolling him why would you get back together so many times? You dont get back together with someone that you're trolling. I cry myself to sleep every night wishing that it was me dating her. I've already found his social media accounts and watching his reposts about her make me so fucking sick. I was over the moon when they unfollowed each other yesterday, but 20-30 minutes later they're following each other again and the guy has “I love my (her name)” in his bio.I always wish I was the one dating her. She seems like the most perfect girl in the whole entire world and my love for her has made me oblivious to her manipulation.
Today I stayed up till 8am just talking to her and she randomly stopped replying. I don't understand why she can't just tell me goodnight, I assume she's sleeping. I then wake up way earlier than usual and I miss her so much, so I send her messages and she's still asleep since I woke up early. And then when she did wake up the first time she said she's going back to sleep after sleeping for around 11 hours, and I begin to think why cant she just stay awake like i did for her this morning, ruining my sleep schedule anyways.She wakes up a bit after that and I ask how she slept and she ignores me while reposting videos. I waited all that time just to talk to her and she completely ignored me. I always wish I had a better voice and I wish I wasn't neurodivergent and I wished I didn't have social anxiety just to speak to her. She sometimes mentions that she's on call and it's usually like “I hear my friend getting mad over the game” and I get fueled with envy why can other boys speak to her, if only I had the courage to speak to her. (I don't know her irl so im taking the closest thing I can get to real love as i think im not destined for it irl + i havent shown my face or revealed my voice yet since i dont want to lose her)
Today I stayed up till 8am just talking to her and she randomly stopped replying. I don't understand why she can't just tell me goodnight, I assume she's sleeping. I then wake up way earlier than usual and I miss her so much, so I send her messages and she's still asleep since I woke up early. And then when she did wake up the first time she said she's going back to sleep after sleeping for around 11 hours, and I begin to think why cant she just stay awake like i did for her this morning, ruining my sleep schedule anyways.She wakes up a bit after that and I ask how she slept and she ignores me while reposting videos. I waited all that time just to talk to her and she completely ignored me. I always wish I had a better voice and I wish I wasn't neurodivergent and I wished I didn't have social anxiety just to speak to her. She sometimes mentions that she's on call and it's usually like “I hear my friend getting mad over the game” and I get fueled with envy why can other boys speak to her, if only I had the courage to speak to her. (I don't know her irl so im taking the closest thing I can get to real love as i think im not destined for it irl + i havent shown my face or revealed my voice yet since i dont want to lose her)
