Is final stage of blackpill ordering heroin and just giving up

[Chad69]

I ordered many drugs online but each time I order heroin it gets seized

I have so much trauma and I cannot process it,I work so hard on myself just to get worse and worse

The pain,the thoughts....they are so loud

I should be like my uncle and die from heroin OD

at least I know opioids maks me feel like how i felt for the first and only time I felt love in my life and it only lasted 2 months....Im 21 btw

I should just give up,there is no point right?

If I dont die maybe someone notices,yet my friends see me so shallow,they think I did 80+ drugs for fun,or that I do steroids and drugs cuz Im a junkie,I wish someone would understand me emotionay,spiritually....

but nobody does

 

[SA7]

 

[81xa]

just looksmax nigga

 

[tgun564636]

Don’t dude.

 

[Sub->CL]

it's ordering Ketamine (fogs)

 

[Frenulum]

World ends 26.06.2026

 

[Chad69]

just looksmax nigga

Don’t dude.

I tried everthing guys,I look better than ever and things just get worse

 

[tgun564636]

I tried everthing guys,I look better than ever and things just get worse

Same tbh. Never been more close to sucide even tho I look good

 

[81xa]

I tried everthing guys,I look better than ever and things just get worse

nigger i know u havent been surgerymaxxing
u cant say its over unless you have tried every method possible you are giving up too early this is the end bhai

 

[81xa]

Same tbh. Never been more close to sucide even tho I look good

If that picture you sent me was real you are the biggest fakecel ive ever seen jfl
stop larping mental illness dumb nigga

 

[EverythingMattersCel]

I tried everthing guys,I look better than ever and things just get worse

i remember you from years ago. I swear you are a chadlite. what are you crying about exactly? don't you have rich parents and good looks? plenty of experiences with girls?

stop behaving like a foid. you don't need to be understood by anyone. a lot of subhumans on this forum go through much worse than you.

 

[Roara]

or escortmaxing, which im doing soon

 

[tgun564636]

If that picture you sent me was real you are the biggest fakecel ive ever seen jfl
stop larping mental illness dumb nigga

Dude remember, even adam contenders tried to rope lol

 

[81xa]

Dude remember, even adam contenders tried to rope lol

nigga sybau this is literally you

 

[Chad69]

i remember you from years ago. I swear you are a chadlite. what are you crying about exactly? don't you have rich parents and good looks? plenty of experiences with girls?

stop behaving like a foid. you don't need to be understood by anyone. a lot of subhumans on this forum go through much worse than you.

When I was on this forum I wasnt slaying but I kissed girls and had normal stuff with them as a young teen should have yes

but after i left shit just went downhill at 1000km/h real life started happening,real traumatic experiences that left huge scars on me,not blackpill stuff,the real life pain that shouldnt happen to nobody,especially someone as "kind" as me (as people describe me irl)

 

[Chad69]

nigger i know u havent been surgerymaxxing
u cant say its over unless you have tried every method possible you are giving up too early this is the end bhai

Dude remember, even adam contenders tried to rope lol

its not about slaying guys....its about pain I endured

PTSD i developed from it

 

[81xa]

its not about slaying guys....its about pain I endured

PTSD i developed from it

i was sub5 when i was younger
the solution is extremely simple you just looksmax, get positive reinforcement from others due to new looks, and detatch from your prior self/experiences
because think logically, you are not the sub5 you once were

 

[Chad69]

i was sub5 when i was younger
the solution is extremely simple you just looksmax, get positive reinforcement from others due to new looks, and detatch from your prior self/experiences
because think logically, you are not the sub5 you once were

thanks for the advice man

 

[81xa]

thanks for the advice man

i was forced into therapy for a year due to these circumstances
ultimately no amount of therapy/drugs will help because we live in reality and know that looks are almost everything
so the only "therapy" you need is looksmaxxing and getting positive reinforcement

 

[autisticular]

there definitely is a more final stage than just heroine