AnActualidoit
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I know a lot of people on this forum don’t believe in God but I do. I believe theres a God like being out there even if it’s not exactly how humans interpret it. It could be evil good or neutral. The question is whether having a relationship with that creator is ideal and if it will help me ascend looks wise.
Recently I realized Im not the same as I used to be. Ive come to sin more and be more lustful since I started ascending. This could be because I know I actually have a chance with girls now. I refuse to fall into it for my own egos sake. I know many girls just wanna slay and dip especially because Im 6’3.
I believe having a relationship with God will help me ascend. I’ll read the Bible and pray to him most of the time. This will help my mental health. Of course I cant believe 100 percent in the Christian God which is the one I will choose for this. My dad told me to read the Bible more and pray. I just find it hard to believe because of all the hypocrisy in Christianity and in people who worship God. But I wanna change. I know this will help me in the gym and ascending and my overall health.
Science backs some of this. Studies show people who pray or keep a spiritual practice often have lower stress better emotional control and less depression and anxiety. That stability makes it easier to stay consistent with training and recovery instead of getting pulled into short term distractions. Belief can also create a placebo effect that boosts motivation and discipline which is what you need when youre grinding for better looks.
Philosophers have said similar things. Pascal argued that even if youre not sure God exists the upside of believing and living like it matters is high enough that it makes sense. Kierkegaard talked about the leap of faith as something personal that gives real direction when pure logic isnt enough. Both saw that committing to a higher relationship can pull you out of pure self interest and give stronger reason to stay disciplined while ascending.
I know there has to be a God. I just doubt it’s this one. But this is the religion I grew up with. Even if God was evil or neutral Id still obey because as his creation I know it would benefit me to love him. If I could ever form a relationship with my God Im hoping he could make me know him in a real way.
I know a lot of people in this forum will find this stupid but they wouldnt understand. Every human has their own ideals and wants to live their life the way they want. I just wanna ascend and have people love me. I have this ache in my heart ever since I got heartbroken. Ive talked about it in old threads. People say I have ascended but I plan on taking more gear and getting surgeries and much more in the future. I do wonder if a relationship with God might help my mental health in achieving these goals. Many will say they contradict one another but if thats true wouldnt God make me see that?
I hope I can achieve my goals and many of you can tell me if the ROI in this is worth it. I dont think I wanna live in a world where I dont see my dreams come true. If by 21 I dont make anything I wanted come true I hope I die or have found someone to make me a brainless blue pilled happy person. I just wanna stop being lustful and focus on ascending and making my dreams come true. If having a relationship with God will help me I will do this. I was happier when I did so I hope it helps. I dont wanna be blue pilled tho. I like my mindset. I just hate my actions.
A real connection with God could tighten my discipline so I stay consistent in the gym instead of getting distracted by lust or temporary validation. Better focus and calmer mental state should make the training harder and the recovery cleaner which directly helps the looks. Less energy wasted on chasing girls who just want to use the height means more energy put into the actual physical work.
TLDR: I believe in some kind of God even if Im not fully sure it’s the Christian one. Plan to read the Bible more and pray because it used to make me happier and science plus philosophers like Pascal and Kierkegaard say faith can lower stress boost discipline and give real direction. That should help me stay locked in at the gym cut the distractions push the gear and surgeries harder and keep ascending looks wise. Looking for thoughts on whether the ROI is worth it. I dont wanna be blue pilled. I like my mindset. I just hate my actions.
Recently I realized Im not the same as I used to be. Ive come to sin more and be more lustful since I started ascending. This could be because I know I actually have a chance with girls now. I refuse to fall into it for my own egos sake. I know many girls just wanna slay and dip especially because Im 6’3.
I believe having a relationship with God will help me ascend. I’ll read the Bible and pray to him most of the time. This will help my mental health. Of course I cant believe 100 percent in the Christian God which is the one I will choose for this. My dad told me to read the Bible more and pray. I just find it hard to believe because of all the hypocrisy in Christianity and in people who worship God. But I wanna change. I know this will help me in the gym and ascending and my overall health.
Science backs some of this. Studies show people who pray or keep a spiritual practice often have lower stress better emotional control and less depression and anxiety. That stability makes it easier to stay consistent with training and recovery instead of getting pulled into short term distractions. Belief can also create a placebo effect that boosts motivation and discipline which is what you need when youre grinding for better looks.
Philosophers have said similar things. Pascal argued that even if youre not sure God exists the upside of believing and living like it matters is high enough that it makes sense. Kierkegaard talked about the leap of faith as something personal that gives real direction when pure logic isnt enough. Both saw that committing to a higher relationship can pull you out of pure self interest and give stronger reason to stay disciplined while ascending.
I know there has to be a God. I just doubt it’s this one. But this is the religion I grew up with. Even if God was evil or neutral Id still obey because as his creation I know it would benefit me to love him. If I could ever form a relationship with my God Im hoping he could make me know him in a real way.
I know a lot of people in this forum will find this stupid but they wouldnt understand. Every human has their own ideals and wants to live their life the way they want. I just wanna ascend and have people love me. I have this ache in my heart ever since I got heartbroken. Ive talked about it in old threads. People say I have ascended but I plan on taking more gear and getting surgeries and much more in the future. I do wonder if a relationship with God might help my mental health in achieving these goals. Many will say they contradict one another but if thats true wouldnt God make me see that?
I hope I can achieve my goals and many of you can tell me if the ROI in this is worth it. I dont think I wanna live in a world where I dont see my dreams come true. If by 21 I dont make anything I wanted come true I hope I die or have found someone to make me a brainless blue pilled happy person. I just wanna stop being lustful and focus on ascending and making my dreams come true. If having a relationship with God will help me I will do this. I was happier when I did so I hope it helps. I dont wanna be blue pilled tho. I like my mindset. I just hate my actions.
A real connection with God could tighten my discipline so I stay consistent in the gym instead of getting distracted by lust or temporary validation. Better focus and calmer mental state should make the training harder and the recovery cleaner which directly helps the looks. Less energy wasted on chasing girls who just want to use the height means more energy put into the actual physical work.
TLDR: I believe in some kind of God even if Im not fully sure it’s the Christian one. Plan to read the Bible more and pray because it used to make me happier and science plus philosophers like Pascal and Kierkegaard say faith can lower stress boost discipline and give real direction. That should help me stay locked in at the gym cut the distractions push the gear and surgeries harder and keep ascending looks wise. Looking for thoughts on whether the ROI is worth it. I dont wanna be blue pilled. I like my mindset. I just hate my actions.
