Is it even worth it?

[Yulf_Psl]

For around a year and a half now since the latter half of 10th grade I have been trying to slim down my face and get a jawline whether it be through intense cardio or light caloric deficits. It has worked but I don't know at what price. My cheeks have lost all of the fullness they once had and are extremely hollow to a point of it being able to push finger tip deep, I have also lost all fat under my hyoid and my jawline is visible at an angle. This week has been tough, ive been sad, I cant think and if I do think it's only about ascending or getting taller. I have been drinking tremendous amounts of vita coco and drinking liters of water, eating tremendous amounts of bananas and doing constant gua sha and jade roller and running 2 miles straight every day. I cant even recognize myself in the mirror anymore, im not sure if that's a good or bad thing. I've gotten more female attention and looks im not sure if that's a good or bad thing. Today I ate some candy and a bowl of lava, now there's a bowl of pasta in front of me and im contemplating on whether or not I should eat it. Am I even doing it right? Should I push through it?

 

[appealisLAW]

congrats, you nuked your genetic potential both in height and bone structure

 

[Yulf_Psl]

congrats, you nuked your genetic potential both in height and bone structure

How?

 

[gigacumster3000]

fuck man that sucks, yeah some of the extreme face losing methods can backfire hard if not done carefully. been there, but got better after backing off a bit. how about u cut back on the intensity and focus more on building muscle? could make a big difference in the long run.

 

[Yulf_Psl]

Yeah that's what im going to do, although a part of me wants to keep pushing through and "ascend" as I keep seeing a few people at my school doing the same thing as me. One of my friends for example used to be jawless and bloated until this week until he lost an insane amount of facial fat, has a jawline and became skinnier just as I did. He now has the same depressed gaze. I never asked him tho