is it just me or does this apply to anyone else?

[xyn]

This might be the most retarded thread you see today but when i am happy, i stop improving, i stop trying, i act like an absolute idiot aswell whos living in his fantast of sunshine and rainbows. i feel like myself when i hate myself, when i despise everything about me, i constantly want to improve and try harder and always want more and i also feel proud of myself for trying so hard, i feel like myself and in a way i respect myself for how hard i try. am i genuinely just mentally ill? people adore how good i am at so many things but i still feel like im not good enough and i want to become a person who i adore myself. yes ik i have a good life and i shouldnt be complaining but i js want to know what yall think and how u relate in a way.

 

[Throw_Away]

water

 

[i6w9]

It's kind of the opposite for me tbh. When I'm happy I want to improve everything abt myself to stay happy. When I'm upset it feels like it's over and I have no hope or effort for myself

 

[de6olate]

dnr

 

[Mansur]

Normal behaviour, whats the point of improving when you have already achieved what you were craving for

You lose the discipline, thrill of ascending. We seek action, thats why you see comfort in struggling

 

[ooooowl]

This might be the most retarded thread you see today but when i am happy, i stop improving, i stop trying, i act like an absolute idiot aswell whos living in his fantast of sunshine and rainbows. i feel like myself when i hate myself, when i despise everything about me, i constantly want to improve and try harder and always want more and i also feel proud of myself for trying so hard, i feel like myself and in a way i respect myself for how hard i try. am i genuinely just mentally ill? people adore how good i am at so many things but i still feel like im not good enough and i want to become a person who i adore myself. yes ik i have a good life and i shouldnt be complaining but i js want to know what yall think and how u relate in a way.

Triple DNR iqlet

 

[xyn]

Normal behaviour, whats the point of improving when you have already achieved what you were craving for

You lose the discipline, thrill of ascending. We seek action, thats why you see comfort in struggling

the discipline lowk makes me feel alive now in a sort of way, i dont see happiness in comfort and joy anymore, mostly i see life as a constant struggle where the whole point of it is to thrive and be able to survive each day.

 

[xyn]

It's kind of the opposite for me tbh. When I'm happy I want to improve everything abt myself to stay happy. When I'm upset it feels like it's over and I have no hope or effort for myself

the hopelessness is what makes me want to do everything i can to get rid of it, the happiness makes me too comfortable with myself

 

[xyn]

dnr

first post

 

[de6olate]

first post

ik mb

 

[xyn]

Triple DNR iqlet

nigger came from tiktok

 

[ooooowl]

nigger came from tiktok

F you faggot

 

[xyn]

F you faggot

are you 10 years old? you dont need to say “F you” i think u can very much freely say “fuck you”

 

[ooooowl]

are you 10 years old? you dont need to say “F you” i think u can very much freely say “fuck you”

Time is money