Is it normal to be jealous of a good friend? (absolute rant, serious)

[woozy.il]

For reference, me and this guy are the best of friends, been friends for 7+ years. In our year (highschool year 12 australia) we won best duo of the year, aprox. 300 people in our year, and we do everything together, talk everyday, and everyone knows us as THAT duo. But in year 12 for us, I just feel like he's living the perfect life. He has a predicted ATAR of 99.20 (smartest 0.80% in the state), got a UCAT (for medicine entry) of 2340 (90th percentile), has a loving girlfriend, is better looking then me (~hmtn), absolutely jacked, born into a very rich household. These are all things i want and strive to get, but i feel like no matter my accomplishments im always second place. I still love the guy to death (no homo) as he's my boy, but ive started to feel a little jealous of him, as he's living like my 'perfect' life. Idk lowkey a gay rant icl, but is this normal to feel like this?

 

[woozy.il]

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[woozy.il]

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[IQMaxxedSubhuman]

yeah

 

[XIX]

Jealousy is faggot behavior, fix yourself faggot

 

[HappyChud]

Yes but it's weird because you want the best for them at the same time but you wish you had the same

 

[woozy.il]

Jealousy is faggot behavior, fix yourself faggot

i agree

 

[bonesmasher245]

its almost gay but not really gay

 

[drainaizim]

It is okay to feel envious but you should do better. Ik it is brutal that someone is born into a perfect life you wish you had but life was never fair.

 

[mrnut]

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[woozy.il]

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sorry about that