Is it normal to think out loud

[pslmoggergreycel]

mentally speaking does anyone else feel like they're just deteriorating? About a year ago I started talking to myself a shit ton and its gotten to the point where I can literally have a full fledged conversation with myself until I realize how fucking lame I seem I guess its because ever since I realised how much of a pointless jester I am in society I dont feel like I can be truly heard when talking to anyone. I can literally imagnie myself in edits for like a fucking hour and the only thing stopping me is that Im an asthmacel and will only tire myself out walking around.

 

[MrCrig]

Yeah man, i talk to myself all the time its normal

 

[peterk1287]

No, that just means ur nt

 

[snuggylion5]

 

[pslmoggergreycel]

No, that just means ur nt

I cant fucus on tasks for longer than like 5 minuets without fidgeting with something for a long ass time and Im also not socially acceptable when it comes to foids. I spent the entirety of 2020 with 3 screens playing hentai while i play minecraft so I just dont know how to be normal anymore no way Im nt

 

[isis_Bleach]

yea i talk to myself aloud and i pretend im talking to someone and showing them things i like and tellin them stuff about it and sharing my ideas.
i havent rly interacted with others since 2018

 

[pslmoggergreycel]

yea i talk to myself aloud and i pretend im talking to someone and showing them things i like and tellin them stuff about it and sharing my ideas.
i havent rly interacted with others since 2018

Im only 15 so I feel like the only solution would be to try to put myself out there more but I've kind of already fucked up my reputation from years of jestermaxxing

 

[isis_Bleach]

Im only 15 so I feel like the only solution would be to try to put myself out there more but I've kind of already fucked up my reputation from years of jestermaxxing

yea thats around the age i started this behavior
i think u could fit in with orher losers if ur lucky