AryanTrvecel
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Well, I would prefer to begin this by giving some background of what I am and what I do. I’m ethnic and khhv in hs, I am also ltn looking and short with a small frame. I get mogged everyday by most of my classmates, they are all either better looking, taller, more muscular, wealthier, whiter, have a larger frame, are more social, or all of the above. I have generally never even talked to a girl and gotten close to anything romantic as well, and I am fairly sure that no girl in my life has ever liked me.
I don’t go to school every day with the idea of learning, no. Instead I obsess over the way that others converse and interact and why I simply don’t. I am pretty ND so I don’t really talk at all in class and I barely have any real friends. I never go out, I barely even leave the house on weekends, even when my parents want me to do something I still end up staying home most of the time. I hate having to go outside and I hate having to even walk past someone else who “mogs” me. I hate it.
Most whites in my school mog me too, I hate feeling constantly left out of everything and being constantly heightmogged and facemogged by whites or really anybody in my school. I feel upset, angry, and frustrated everytime I get mogged by someone even if they have no interaction with me at all. When I walk past them, or even simply look at them, I feel a burning hatred to do something…yes that kind. I think about it everyday that I have to go to school and experience this. It’s truly a humiliation ritual having to come to a place simply to made out a joke.
Today when I was in class, I was being humiliated and embarrassed by a foid in front of my “friends”. We were measuring my bidelt in comparison to my friend’s bidelt, and then this black foid comes up to me and touches my chest, making me feel violated and uncomfortable. Then, she says out loud that I look like a cuck and I have eyes like a cuck, which is obviously untrue as I have beautiful eyes. But still, my friends giggled and snickered in front of my face as she said this to me. It was probably the worst experience I’ve been through in a few weeks. Now she did say some things about my friends calling one a “furry” and another a “slave”, but she said this to them quickly before she walked away, she was talking about and joking to me about how I look like a cuck for 2 minutes and thirty seconds. She was going off and trying to ruin my reputation and how I am socially perceived in front of those I know. Again, I felt it.
Now, this experience was an isolated incident, and the black foid was pretty bad looking too as she had relatively high bodyfat and prognathism so I don’t understand how she could have even conceived of possessing the audacity to say anything to a supreme gentleman such as myself. I look like a joke to others, and I am treated like one by most of society. Even though I barely say anything and do anything I am still made fun of. I don’t even try to do anything, in fact sometimes I stop myself from doing or saying something because I am afraid of what others will do about it.
Still though, I wouldn’t consider myself weak at all. In fact I am fairly strong to be able to actually handle everything that is said to me and still act as if I simply do not care enough to hold resentment. Nobody knows what I am really like, and they don’t know what I want to do, to all of them. I don’t care if anyone thinks I am immoral or degenerate, everyone accusing me of such is lowiq, and everyone who makes fun of me is also lowiq biomass. They are all so beneath me. But still, I am not sure if I will ever be able to find a girlfriend and make it in life. It feels like it’s over all the time no matter what I do.
So, I ask if it is over. Is there really nothing that I can change or do to be better? I am not delusional, though I think it might seriously be over. Is it? Please tell me…I fucking hate that I have to ask this, but is it? Seriously…
I don’t go to school every day with the idea of learning, no. Instead I obsess over the way that others converse and interact and why I simply don’t. I am pretty ND so I don’t really talk at all in class and I barely have any real friends. I never go out, I barely even leave the house on weekends, even when my parents want me to do something I still end up staying home most of the time. I hate having to go outside and I hate having to even walk past someone else who “mogs” me. I hate it.
Most whites in my school mog me too, I hate feeling constantly left out of everything and being constantly heightmogged and facemogged by whites or really anybody in my school. I feel upset, angry, and frustrated everytime I get mogged by someone even if they have no interaction with me at all. When I walk past them, or even simply look at them, I feel a burning hatred to do something…yes that kind. I think about it everyday that I have to go to school and experience this. It’s truly a humiliation ritual having to come to a place simply to made out a joke.
Today when I was in class, I was being humiliated and embarrassed by a foid in front of my “friends”. We were measuring my bidelt in comparison to my friend’s bidelt, and then this black foid comes up to me and touches my chest, making me feel violated and uncomfortable. Then, she says out loud that I look like a cuck and I have eyes like a cuck, which is obviously untrue as I have beautiful eyes. But still, my friends giggled and snickered in front of my face as she said this to me. It was probably the worst experience I’ve been through in a few weeks. Now she did say some things about my friends calling one a “furry” and another a “slave”, but she said this to them quickly before she walked away, she was talking about and joking to me about how I look like a cuck for 2 minutes and thirty seconds. She was going off and trying to ruin my reputation and how I am socially perceived in front of those I know. Again, I felt it.
Now, this experience was an isolated incident, and the black foid was pretty bad looking too as she had relatively high bodyfat and prognathism so I don’t understand how she could have even conceived of possessing the audacity to say anything to a supreme gentleman such as myself. I look like a joke to others, and I am treated like one by most of society. Even though I barely say anything and do anything I am still made fun of. I don’t even try to do anything, in fact sometimes I stop myself from doing or saying something because I am afraid of what others will do about it.
Still though, I wouldn’t consider myself weak at all. In fact I am fairly strong to be able to actually handle everything that is said to me and still act as if I simply do not care enough to hold resentment. Nobody knows what I am really like, and they don’t know what I want to do, to all of them. I don’t care if anyone thinks I am immoral or degenerate, everyone accusing me of such is lowiq, and everyone who makes fun of me is also lowiq biomass. They are all so beneath me. But still, I am not sure if I will ever be able to find a girlfriend and make it in life. It feels like it’s over all the time no matter what I do.
So, I ask if it is over. Is there really nothing that I can change or do to be better? I am not delusional, though I think it might seriously be over. Is it? Please tell me…I fucking hate that I have to ask this, but is it? Seriously…
