Is it over?

[jus.tryna.ascend.ig]

I wish i could just swallow the white pill.
How can i simply accept that I'm destined to be a social outcast that'll never find "love" because im 5'8, recessed, boneless ltn?
While, the lucky winners of the genetic lottery can thrive on countless of life opportunities and get daily validation from foids. I don't even know if ascending will fix things, when I'm still going to be an easily replaceable manlet to any ltb. The worst part is that i had genuine hope that i would live a normal life and experience "love". I'm not even a khhv anymore. But no foid would ever settle for me unless i betabux for a ltb with 30 bodies who'll still leave me if she finds better. And how can you cope with the fact that if you find a bitch willing to be with you, that she's moaned more than 10 different guy's names, and that she'll spread her legs and fuck anyone with a higher SMV than you.
I wake up everyday on the edge of fucking tearing up, because of the state of this evil superficial society.
What am I supposed to do? This can't go on.

 

[hitmancrewzz]

I wish i could just swallow the white pill.
How can i simply accept that I'm destined to be a social outcast that'll never find "love" because im 5'8, recessed, boneless ltn?
While, the lucky winners of the genetic lottery can thrive on countless of life opportunities and get daily validation from foids. I don't even know if ascending will fix things, when I'm still going to be an easily replaceable manlet to any ltb. The worst part is that i had genuine hope that i would live a normal life and experience "love". I'm not even a khhv anymore. But no foid would ever settle for me unless i betabux for a ltb with 30 bodies who'll still leave me if she finds better. And how can you cope with the fact that if you find a bitch willing to be with you, that she's moaned more than 10 different guy's names, and that she'll spread her legs and fuck anyone with a higher SMV than you.
I wake up everyday on the edge of fucking tearing up, because of the state of this evil superficial society.
What am I supposed to do? This can't go on.