Is it possible to be avoidant while also desperately craving attention?

[fedexq]

It feels like an oxymoron.
Is it possible to be avoidant while also desperately craving attention?
I feel like these two things completely contradict each other. I desperately want validation and to be noticed, but at the same time I avoid getting close to people and often pull away when they show interest.
I took this personality test (image attached), and somehow I scored 92% Avoidant and 92% Dependent.

 

[HaileyWelshMogs]

It feels like an oxymoron.
Is it possible to be avoidant while also desperately craving attention?
I feel like these two things completely contradict each other. I desperately want validation and to be noticed, but at the same time I avoid getting close to people and often pull away when they show interest.
I took this personality test (image attached), and somehow I scored 92% Avoidant and 92% Dependent.View attachment 5471580

Avpd, makes u act like a foid in relationships

 

[fedexq]

Avpd, makes u act like a foid in relationships

True I guess