is it possible to start over at 23 when you have hit rock bottom?

[Deleted member 5815]

I used to be (pretty) smart, outgoing, funny, had a plan in life my IQ was measured at 121 by a psych as a teen but meth and xanax use took it all away from me I don't remember much from my past all I do is play videogames post dumb bait threads on looksmax or fap to bbc porn, I do drugs once in awhile because its the only way I can feel happiness as an undesirable male but having a girlfriend would make me so much happier I crave a relationship

I used stims to grind like crazy at work and saved a decent amount of money (40k), and I live somewhere rent free so I have that going on for me. I want to go to Japan in hope of finding love but because of a fentanyl overdose I got admitted to the ER and it messed up my travel insurance I think I need to wait 3 months of not going to the hospital to be covered again so that makes me stuck to my country until October

What am I supposed to do can you really have a normal life starting at 23 after a good 7 years of rotting and doing nothing

 

[Deleted member 5815]

if only you could start over I would never stop reading books and being interested in things but I know its inceldom that made me give up

 

[longjohnmong]

yes, but not if you're the type of person who has to ask this question

 

[Brus Wane]

Over. 14 is early. 16 you've still got a chance. 18 is the last straw.

Anything above 20 and you can go visit gandy. Take it from an almost 25 nigga.

 

[Deleted member 5815]

yes, but not if you're the type of person who has to ask this question

ok I'll stop asking then or it doesnt work that way

yeah you're right I know what I have to do technically

 

[Deleted member 5815]

Over. 14 is early. 16 you've still got a chance. 18 is the last straw.

Anything above 20 and you can go visit gandy. Take it from an almost 25 nigga.

brutal and it starts getting more and more pathetic every year I can't imagine myself living that way as a 40 year old guy I wouldnt dare to leave my room and show my face to the world

 

[chrisN]

What's meth like?

 

[Deleted member 5815]

What's meth like?

extreme energy extreme confidence you don't stop talking and it feels so good you get this head rush and feel on top of the world lol

try adderall its pretty much the same except with meth you get less anxiety and more euphoria, im dealing with the consequences of frying my brain so right now im very low charisma but my charisma and personality while using was totally different I was manager of a restaurant which is totally out of character for me im usually very shy and not good at anything

 

[Deleted member 25059]

had a plan in life my IQ was measured at 121

an average .org user

 

[Deleted member 5815]

an average .org user

I swear its true im well spoken in french my native language I'm not home but I could post the paper from the psychiatrist he tested me everyday for a week straight im extremely gifted in mental calculation pattern recognition I got a perfect score

 

[chrisN]

extreme energy extreme confidence you don't stop talking and it feels so good you get this head rush and feel on top of the world lol

try adderall its pretty much the same except with meth you get less anxiety and more euphoria, im dealing with the consequences of frying my brain so right now im very low charisma but my charisma and personality while using was totally different I was manager of a restaurant which is totally out of character for me im usually very shy and not good at anything

Damn bro you kicked the addiction yet?

 

[Deleted member 5815]

Damn bro you kicked the addiction yet?

yeah there is no withdrawal you just feel extremely tired and useless compared to when you were using so it makes you want to feel that way again, its only a mental addiction

 

[Gonthar]

I live somewhere rent free so I have that going on for me.

Where do you live rent free?

 

[Deleted member 5815]

Where do you live rent free?

I've been sleeping in my grandpa rv in a walmart parking lot for weeks now, shower at the local camping eat for about 15$ a day, I think anyone could do this long term as long as you got money for the initial investment

and I could always go back to my moms house and eat for free but I left because of schizo delusions

My brother takes estrogen now I'm afraid he will spike my food.

no hate but trans people are severely mentally ill this is the type of shit they could pull right? I know I'm being more paranoid than the average person but what if he was jealous of my masculinity because he's always been low t and weak so he wants to drag me down with him I already gave up...

looksmax.org

 

[ranierean]

Trying to rediscover yourself later in life is literally code for coming out as gay lol
You seem okay enough for me to not actively hate you, but I don't think that affirmation from incel forums will help you much
At this point just try to do enough drugs to experience ego death, go on ayahuasca retreat maybe

 

[incel194012940]

I've been sleeping in my grandpa rv in a walmart parking lot for weeks now, shower at the local camping eat for about 15$ a day, I think anyone could do this long term as long as you got money for the initial investment

and I could always go back to my moms house and eat for free but I left because of schizo delusions

My brother takes estrogen now I'm afraid he will spike my food.

no hate but trans people are severely mentally ill this is the type of shit they could pull right? I know I'm being more paranoid than the average person but what if he was jealous of my masculinity because he's always been low t and weak so he wants to drag me down with him I already gave up...

looksmax.org

what kind of RV that’s FUCKING COOL ive always wanted to do that

 

[Deleted member 30432]

It’s possible. You should start by leaving this place

 

[Skywalker]

fap to bbc porn

@Vermilioncore @Primalsplit @Artemis @MonkeyDLuffy2003 @HimmyButler

 

[Deleted member 23472]

Get surgeries, become chad and erase any existing evidence that your old self ever existed

 

[Deleted member 5815]

what kind of RV that’s FUCKING COOL ive always wanted to do that

its an old winnebago journey that my grandpa is too old to use anymore, for cheaper you can buy a van and convert it

 

[Deleted member 21863]

its an old winnebago journey that my grandpa is too old to use anymore, for cheaper you can buy a van and convert it

jfl
Jesse Pinkman maxxer meth and rv
ur best bet is to start cooking

 

[Deleted member 5815]

Trying to rediscover yourself later in life is literally code for coming out as gay lol
You seem okay enough for me to not actively hate you, but I don't think that affirmation from incel forums will help you much
At this point just try to do enough drugs to experience ego death, go on ayahuasca retreat maybe

my highest doses were 10g psilocybin 365u acid 900mg dxm and all of them were fun no bad trips but I haven't learned anything its been a year since using psychs

I like you as a forum user its a breath of fresh air are you stancel from RPZ by any chance? or at the very least you're kaliacc adjacent lol I remember these guys warning against ayahuasca retreats they said it would block you from releasing dmt when you die so you wouldnt make it into the afterlife and remain a ghost

 

[Deleted member 5815]

jfl
Jesse Pinkman maxxer meth and rv
ur best bet is to start cooking

https://wikileaks.org/gifiles/attach/130/130179_Secrets_of_Meth_Manufacture_StevenPreisler.pdf

its time...

 

[Deleted member 24278]

Idk

 

[Primalsplit]

Don't do drugs kids.

You probably should just focus on nutrition to gain resillience to withdrawal symptoms. I see no problem here. Just a little bit malnutrition. Some exercise too.

 

[Deleted member 19994]

I can hit your head with a rock/stone if you want to. You don't even have to ask.

 

[Deleted member 5815]

Don't do drugs kids.

You probably should just focus on nutrition to gain resillience to withdrawal symptoms.

I already had an imbalance probably high glutamate histamine prolactin serotonin and low gaba/dopamine like most non nts which I was self medicating for to get to baseline level and feel like a functioning human now im experiencing the inevitable rebound and its even worse than it used to be in an ideal world with perfect circadian rythm total blue light and emf avoidance zero tolerance dietary framework all organic nutrient dense foods no pesticide candida eradication protocol maybe I could function as well as your average guy

 

[Deleted member 5815]

I can hit your head with a rock/stone if you want to. You don't even have to ask.

done that in the past my left zygo is still swollen and its imbalanced

Recovering from my concussion caused by bonesmashing, doctors asked me if I needed psychological help

I tried to explain to the doctors that I was bonesmashing to get bones and improve my appearance but they told me that it was insane and that I sounded very incoherent they compared bonesmashing to other forms of mutilation and offered me to go to a psychiatric hospital for a few days I said no...

looksmax.org

 

[Skywalker]

Don't do drugs kids.

You probably should just focus on nutrition to gain resillience to withdrawal symptoms. I see no problem here. Just a little bit malnutrition. Some exercise too.

 

[Primalsplit]

Lol I have some medical knowledge. Not like a doctor's, but some Ayurveda type shit. His twink body shows signs of malnutrition. It makes sense he would be vulnerable to the temptation of drugs. He can't be sure how much his upper limit can be, without maximizng his nutrition first.

What is worse is, much like a predator incapacitating his prey first to prevent any possible escape; many many drugs also cut off your appetite and make you think you're not hungry when you should be feeling hungry. The effect can linger even AFTER you quit drugs. They make you anorexic.

 

[Geoff2024]

I used to be (pretty) smart, outgoing, funny, had a plan in life my IQ was measured at 121 by a psych as a teen but meth and xanax use took it all away from me I don't remember much from my past all I do is play videogames post dumb bait threads on looksmax or fap to bbc porn, I do drugs once in awhile because its the only way I can feel happiness as an undesirable male but having a girlfriend would make me so much happier I crave a relationship

I used stims to grind like crazy at work and saved a decent amount of money (40k), and I live somewhere rent free so I have that going on for me. I want to go to Japan in hope of finding love but because of a fentanyl overdose I got admitted to the ER and it messed up my travel insurance I think I need to wait 3 months of not going to the hospital to be covered again so that makes me stuck to my country until October

What am I supposed to do can you really have a normal life starting at 23 after a good 7 years of rotting and doing nothing

How long did it take you to save that up

 

[autismmaxxer]

why not? you need to narcymax or else you wouldnt ask this question, imagine watching a movie and the main character just gives up at 23...

 

[Clown Show]

I think that age 22-23 is absolutely the last chance to start taking action.

I am 25 now, soon to be 26, and I have some money saved, working comfy office job and decent physique of 2-3 years of gymmaxing, so I am in there hanging by a thread.

If I had to start from zero at age 25, I would have just LDARd...

 

[Skywalker]

no
according to retards here life ends at 20

 

[Primalsplit]

no
according to retards here life ends at 20

Life starts at your 50s bro.

 

[Foreverbrad]

Take inspiration from Amnesia, get surgeries you need, don’t do anything that will make you look hyper masc.

 

[hopecel]

it is possible if you are able to change pretty much everything in your life but anyway it's beyond brutal when you have spend whole your youth doing absolutely nothing

how can we even cope?

 

[Skywalker]

it never even began from the womb , blud @Vermilioncore

 

[Kamui]

I used to be (pretty) smart, outgoing, funny, had a plan in life my IQ was measured at 121 by a psych as a teen but meth and xanax use took it all away from me I don't remember much from my past all I do is play videogames post dumb bait threads on looksmax or fap to bbc porn, I do drugs once in awhile because its the only way I can feel happiness as an undesirable male but having a girlfriend would make me so much happier I crave a relationship

I used stims to grind like crazy at work and saved a decent amount of money (40k), and I live somewhere rent free so I have that going on for me. I want to go to Japan in hope of finding love but because of a fentanyl overdose I got admitted to the ER and it messed up my travel insurance I think I need to wait 3 months of not going to the hospital to be covered again so that makes me stuck to my country until October

What am I supposed to do can you really have a normal life starting at 23 after a good 7 years of rotting and doing nothing

No

 

[JBcollector]

I used to be (pretty) smart, outgoing, funny, had a plan in life my IQ was measured at 121 by a psych as a teen but meth and xanax use took it all away from me I don't remember much from my past all I do is play videogames post dumb bait threads on looksmax or fap to bbc porn, I do drugs once in awhile because its the only way I can feel happiness as an undesirable male but having a girlfriend would make me so much happier I crave a relationship

I used stims to grind like crazy at work and saved a decent amount of money (40k), and I live somewhere rent free so I have that going on for me. I want to go to Japan in hope of finding love but because of a fentanyl overdose I got admitted to the ER and it messed up my travel insurance I think I need to wait 3 months of not going to the hospital to be covered again so that makes me stuck to my country until October

What am I supposed to do can you really have a normal life starting at 23 after a good 7 years of rotting and doing nothing

I wish I was 23

 

[Vermilioncore]

it never even began from the womb , blud @Vermilioncore

Over since the first atom of the universe came into being innit

 

[Deleted member 4362]

Of course it’s possible. Jfl at letting people on the internet you’ve never met dictate your own life