Is it totally over?

[RAITEIII]

I've never had family, no irl real friends (I travel) , NO MONEY, no education (I travel), unsuspected extreme levels of mental illnes and any looks I had are just fading away so I also haven't been allowed to find love, the thing I crave the most.

I don't think none of you know what's like be completely alone and what it does to you tbh.

 

[Pietrosiek]

It never began always

 

[Deleted member 26]

I have no family, no irl real friends (I travel) , NO MONEY, no education (I travel)

Are you a hobo? Lone Wanderer From Vault 101 maxxed

 

[Deleted member 3073]

 

[RAITEIII]

Are you a hobo? Lone Wanderer From Vault 101 maxxed

No boyo... Butthurt my friend happy new year BTW. You are always with me at nights lol xD

 

[BigChinHispanic]

What do you mean you travel but have no money or education

What are you doing exactly?

 

[Deleted member 3463]

Rip

 

[RAITEIII]

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[BigChinHispanic]

Travel in the sense that after certain relatively short periods of time I always have to restart "my life" in another country/city for certain reasons.

Circumstances haven't been compatible with settling down and studying. I didn't even finish the last 3 years of high-school. I have fake documents so I can access university (anyway I have BDD) .

What do I do for a living? Used to sleep with landwhales and roasties as teenager and clean bathrooms. Looks aren't good anymore so now I only clean bathrooms.

Of corse nobody knows this much about me. I'd be crucified lol. I keep it for me and just don't give details.

I'm very sad tbh

Damn son
Sorry

 

[Dogs]

It's over for most of us. I'm coping with hair transplant and jaw surgery right now.

 

[RAITEIII]

It's over for most of us. I'm coping with hair transplant and jaw surgery right now.

Dogs ure smart tall, close to 8 inches (it's fine if it's not sluts). You can be slayer easily.

II've been also considering jaw surgery but I'm still not sure wether I need it or not because what I think of my appareance is volatile lol 1 week ago my face looked perfect for me after laser.

II still have to check the meditation thread. It was a very interesting topic.

HHappy New year BTW you're cool...

 

[Dogs]

Dogs ure smart tall, close to 8 inches (it's fine if it's not sluts). You can be slayer easily.

II've been also considering jaw surgery but I'm still not sure wether I need it or not because what I think of my appareance is volatile lol 1 week ago my face looked perfect for me after laser.

II still have to check the meditation thread. It was a very interesting topic.

HHappy New year BTW you're cool...

I'm smart but I haven't done anything with it which is why I think I may have adhd, or I may have sleep apnea which is giving me adhd symptoms but I don't have insurance right now but good thing I can get insurance since the enrollment period is going on right now. And I'll try and fix those mental issues.

You're 7 inches man I'm 7.25. Maybe that guy really had 10 inches but I doubt it but in that case you're just unlucky. My ex which I'm pretty sure had sex with a ton of people always told me that I was big.

If you have insurance you can see a maxofacial doctor and they'll take x-rays and see what they tell you.

But yeah man happy news years bro, I'll pray for you dude, you're one of the chillest guys on here.

 

[Deleted member 3177]

Happy new year dude. I cope with forums and old youtube videos to get back to my childhood happiness. In a way I've never met my friends

 

[RAITEIII]

I'm smart but I haven't done anything with it which is why I think I may have adhd, or I may have sleep apnea which is giving me adhd symptoms but I don't have insurance right now but good thing I can get insurance since the enrollment period is going on right now. And I'll try and fix those mental issues.

You're 7 inches man I'm 7.25. Maybe that guy really had 10 inches but I doubt it but in that case you're just unlucky. My ex which I'm pretty sure had sex with a ton of people always told me that I was big.

If you have insurance you can see a maxofacial doctor and they'll take x-rays and see what they tell you.

But yeah man happy news years bro, I'll pray for you dude, you're one of the chillest guys on here.

Also we have to take into account the opportunities we have access to tbh. Do you think you hace any other mental issue?.

About the dick thing. After matching with 6 foids or so and chat, they started asking me if it's very big and so on, everything was said and done right there. I only attract sluts and for some reason they assume i have a big dick wtf lol. I don't think much about it whatsoever or I'd go nuts.

Yes I've read I should go to a maxifacial doctor. Have you done it?

you're one of the most mentally ill guys on here.

This is more accurate lmao. Thx bro hugs. No homo tbh.

 

[Kade]

tbh the level of overness highly depends on how old you are

 

[Blackout.xl]

Also we have to take into account the opportunities we have access to tbh. Do you think you hace any other mental issue?.

About the dick thing. After matching with 6 foids or so and chat, they started asking me if it's very big and so on, everything was said and done right there. I only attract sluts and for some reason they assume i have a big dick wtf lol. I don't think much about it whatsoever or I'd go nuts.

Yes I've read I should go to a maxifacial doctor. Have you done it?


More accurate lmao. Thx bro hugs. No homo tbh.

You spit on me

 

[RAITEIII]

You spit on me

Elaborate or larp

 

[Blackout.xl]

Elaborate or larp

99% larp 1% real

 

[RichmondBread]

I never had an issue with turning 30, and neither did I at 40. I don't feel "old" or even middle aged. To me, it's just another birthday. Yet the world around me has a problem. If I'm on some forum and I mention my age (even if people have seen my picture already) it's always the same "OMG you're 40?? "How do you cope with being that old". Yeah, I guess it's just because I have no right to exist anymore because I have had 40 birthdays (now prepping for my 41st). So maybe I should just not mention how old I am and let people think I'm as young as they want.

 

[RAITEIII]

I never had an issue with turning 30, and neither did I at 40. I don't feel "old" or even middle aged. To me, it's just another birthday. Yet the world around me has a problem. If I'm on some forum and I mention my age (even if people have seen my picture already) it's always the same "OMG you're 40?? "How do you cope with being that old". Yeah, I guess it's just because I have no right to exist anymore because I have had 40 birthdays (now prepping for my 41st). So maybe I should just not mention how old I am and let people think I'm as young as they want.

It's kinda normal I think I'd do the same lol. I can't picture my life after 30,let alone 40.
Even 20's will be hella difficult.

 

[RichmondBread]

It's kinda normal I think I'd do the same lol. I can't picture my life after 30,let alone 40.
Even 20's will be hella difficult.

It's not . Your 20s gonna fly by. You'll hit 30 and then 40 and so on. It goes by really fast.

 

[RAITEIII]

It's not . Your 20s gonna fly by. You'll hit 30 and then 40 and so on. It goes by really fast.

Do you think you have enjoyed so far? Guys like me or them would think that way because at that age is difficult to compensate and start to have a good life.

 

[RichmondBread]

Do you think you have enjoyed so far? Guys like me or them would think that way because at that age is difficult to compensate and start to have a good life.

Only if you peaked early. My life was terrible as a young adult (16-24) But after 25, it started to improve. I am doing a lot better actually. Single is partly a choice, but also autism and then I just never was able to date much. Other than financial issues, I am happier now.

 

[sub6manletnozygos]

Only if you peaked early. My life was terrible as a young adult (16-24) But after 25, it started to improve. I am doing a lot better actually. Single is partly a choice, but also autism and then I just never was able to date much. Other than financial issues, I am happier now.

do you have formally diagnosed autism? if you do, then what is it like?

 

[RAITEIII]

Only if you peaked early. My life was terrible as a young adult (16-24) But after 25, it started to improve. I am doing a lot better actually. Single is partly a choice, but also autism and then I just never was able to date much. Other than financial issues, I am happier now.

Define improvement and what were those.

I most likely don't agree with you but I'm not gonna sit here and try to convince you about perceived negativsm.

Actually your case could just be different but usually, as u get older, things get worse.

 

[RichmondBread]

do you have formally diagnosed autism? if you do, then what is it like?

Yes. I wasn't diagnosed til later in life at age 36. I did this for my SSI claim because I eventually have to use this while I am trying to finish college and get a full time job. I was going to be diagnosed at 14 years old, but my dad was worried about a "stigma" . Still it would have helped had I gotten diagnosed as a teenager . I am HFA . Pretty much I have trouble with making eye contact, reading body language, have trouble with sensory issues, handling certain social cues, etc. However, it has improved with age. As a teenager I did things that might have gotten me arrested now as an adult. I also took acting classes to learn how to fake being "normal".

Define improvement and what were those.

I most likely don't agree with you but I'm not gonna sit here and try to convince you about perceived negativsm.

Actually your case could just be different but usually, as u get older, things get worse.

No, I think ideally most people would like to be happily married and raising children would be a swell life as you get older, and also living on a farm somewhere taking care of animals and playing music on the weekend.

Look at this guy. He's just about my age and he has an amazing life:

 

[RAITEIII]

Yes. I wasn't diagnosed til later in life at age 36. I did this for my SSI claim because I eventually have to use this while I am trying to finish college and get a full time job. I was going to be diagnosed at 14 years old, but my dad was worried about a "stigma" . Still it would have helped had I gotten diagnosed as a teenager . I am HFA . Pretty much I have trouble with making eye contact, reading body language, have trouble with sensory issues, handling certain social cues, etc. However, it has improved with age. As a teenager I did things that might have gotten me arrested now as an adult. I also took acting classes to learn how to fake being "normal".


No, I think ideally most people would like to be happily married and raising children would be a swell life as you get older, and also living on a farm somewhere taking care of animals and playing music on the weekend.

Look at this guy. He's just about my age and he has an amazing life:

Our views, for some reason or another, aren't the same. I get your point tho.

 

[RichmondBread]

Our views, for some reason or another, aren't the same. I get your point tho.

probably because you're too young to understand. No offense.

 

[RAITEIII]

probably because you're too young to understand. No offense.

Lol I think because of your age you think the way you do too. It's alright I'm glad you're doing better and furthermore, I hope to be wrong and that things get better.

 

[RichmondBread]

Lol I think because of your age you think the way you do too. It's alright I'm glad you're doing better and furthermore, I hope to be wrong and that things get better.

I thought the same way when I was 16. Most people my age group are libtards

 

[RAITEIII]

I want the rope already tbh ngl