Is it wierd that i fantasize about roping ...

[EvilSatanArseRapist]

... about roping should they ever leave me.
I don't think i would.
I've been a huge antiroper and i will likely stay one.
Idk, they have become my whole life pretty much (to the extents it's possible in a long distance relationship) and things have been going kind of rough the last 2 or 3 months for different reasons, around our anniversary it started, for me at least.
Those months have had higher highs, and lower lows and higher lows and lower highs.
This person has a 100% given me the happiest days of all my life, but on the contrary, the worst ones of my life, or the worst feelings also stem from interactions or a lack there of with them.
Still we do try our genuine best and none of us wants to leave the other, but they have told me that the point that the weight of me becomes just too much to handle is still really far and they'll do whatever it takes, but it is getting a bit closer.
Anyway, back to the title.
Well yeah, pretty self explanitory.
I have had these fantasies of doing something drammatically negative to myself should they leave me. Idk why.
I might psychotherapie-maxx and i surely will sooner or later (for other issues with my mental and so on aswell) any way.

My pms are open if some one wants to talk, i might appreciate it.
It could help me, but idk if i really feel like it.
If you think you can help i can add more context, idk what to expect from org tbh.

You can also come to me if you want to talk about anything in your life, i would be very happy if i can help one of you people feel better or even just to vent a little.
Ik it's hard to open up to ppl, but i know from experience it helps.
If it's not gonna be some1 you know irl or you don't have any friends or don't trust them enough, why not talk to some stranger (still a stranger) from a psl forum?
Anyone can also add me on dc if they wanna talk, may be preferrable.

Anyways: here come the tags:
@nestivv @Idk❤️ @foidletslayer @pashanimair @DrunkenSailor

 

[Idk❤️]

... about roping should they ever leave me.
I don't think i would.
I've been a huge antiroper and i will likely stay one.
Idk, they have become my whole life pretty much (to the extents it's possible in a long distance relationship) and things have been going kind of rough the last 2 or 3 months for different reasons, around our anniversary it started, for me at least.
Those months have had higher highs, and lower lows and higher lows and lower highs.
This person has a 100% given me the happiest days of all my life, but on the contrary, the worst ones of my life, or the worst feelings also stem from interactions or a lack there of with them.
Still we do try our genuine best and none of us wants to leave the other, but they have told me that the point that the weight of me becomes just too much to handle is still really far and they'll do whatever it takes, but it is getting a bit closer.
Anyway, back to the title.
Well yeah, pretty self explanitory.
I have had these fantasies of doing something drammatically negative to myself should they leave me. Idk why.
I might psychotherapie-maxx and i surely will sooner or later (for other issues with my mental and so on aswell) any way.

My pms are open if some one wants to talk, i might appreciate it.
It could help me, but idk if i really feel like it.
If you think you can help i can add more context, idk what to expect from org tbh.

You can also come to me if you want to talk about anything in your life, i would be very happy if i can help one of you people feel better or even just to vent a little.
Ik it's hard to open up to ppl, but i know from experience it helps.
If it's not gonna be some1 you know irl or you don't have any friends or don't trust them enough, why not talk to some stranger (still a stranger) from a psl forum?
Anyone can also add me on dc if they wanna talk, may be preferrable.

Anyways: here come the tags:
@nestivv @Idk❤️ @foidletslayer @pashanimair @DrunkenSailor

I hope you be better man
Also whats your discord?

 

[FaceandBBC]

I can't relate.

 

[EvilSatanArseRapist]

Ps: i'm scared.
I love them more then me tbh.
I js wanna be enough and not too much at the same time.
Fuck, why can't things be like they were, it was perfect at times. I still feel it may get better, i hope it does.
I probably won't leave even if it makes me depressed.
I'm atleast selfaware enough to aknowledge that much.

Also: are yall mirin' my english??

I hope you be better man
Also whats your discord?

I'm sure things will get better, i do genuenly have a positive outlook on the whole thing, even if i sound pessimistic.
I'll tell you my dc in a second idk this account by memory.

I can't relate.
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How come? Due to perreneal inceldom or because of a differing nature in your relationships.

 

[FaceandBBC]

How come? Due to perreneal inceldom or because of a differing nature in your relationships.

Social isolation mixed with a little bit of incel rage.

 

[Idk❤️]

I can't relate.
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Ohh your back.

 

[FaceandBBC]

Ohh your back.

In black

 

[Idk❤️]

In black

Why were u banned?

 

[InanimatePragmatist]

I can't relate.
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I just want a law. A good anti humanimal law that can permit and fine people for looking at other people when they are not supposed too.

 

[Idk❤️]

Ps: i'm scared.
I love them more then me tbh.
I js wanna be enough and not too much at the same time.
Fuck, why can't things be like they were, it was perfect at times. I still feel it may get better, i hope it does.
I probably won't leave even if it makes me depressed.
I'm atleast selfaware enough to aknowledge that much.

Also: are yall mirin' my english??

I'm sure things will get better, i do genuenly have a positive outlook on the whole thing, even if i sound pessimistic.
I'll tell you my dc in a second idk this account by memory.

How come? Due to perreneal inceldom or because of a differing nature in your relationships.

Damn bro. I really hope you recover and dont have these thoughts...

 

[svarddre]

I fantasize about finding a woman and starting a family and having a good career

Get help fr

 

[FaceandBBC]

Why were u banned?

Temporary self termination.

 

[InanimatePragmatist]

I fantasize about finding a woman and starting a family and having a good career

Get help fr

I just want a law. A perfect law.

 

[DrunkenSailor]

I have had these fantasies of doing something drammatically negative to myself should they leave me. Idk why.

So this is about your relationship which has hit more lows and highs recently, right?

If so, then I can tell you this. The part I quoted is understandable but here’s the thing - no one will truly care except your loved ones. Now I know some incels have bad relationship with their siblings but I suspect you don’t. So don’t put them through pain for nothing.

Why do I say for nothing? Should your relationship end (and it will, sooner or later, it’s the way life is), you are young. You can find someone new, someone better. I mean even an oldcel like me who’s been in a decade long relationship has hope to find someone better to build a life with. So why wouldn’t you?

If you ever feel the need to talk anything, hit me up with a DM.

 

[DrunkenSailor]

Idk, they have become my whole life pretty much

And this is bad news bro. Trust me I know, when you start to get on these shaky grounds, you will lose yourself and your relationship. Try to find some purpose in life, a woman shouldn’t be your happiness, she should be part of your journey but not the journey itself.

 

[EvilSatanArseRapist]

So don’t put them through pain for nothing.

I won't, it's just thoughts in my head, but idk if they should be there.

a woman shouldn’t be your happiness, she should be part of your journey but not the journey itself.

You right, you right.

you ever feel the need to talk anything, hit me up with a DM.

Thx, bhai. Idk. I might. I could give more context, but idk if that would be helpful.

I fantasize about finding a woman and starting a family and having a good career

Get help fr

What i said was: i fantasize about that, should the thing you are talking about not work out.

Like, i still really really wanna live, it's just these ideas in my head man.

I just want a law. A good anti humanimal law that can permit and fine people for looking at other people when they are not supposed too.

Nigga, what?

 

[ddbstp]

... about roping should they ever leave me.
I don't think i would.
I've been a huge antiroper and i will likely stay one.
Idk, they have become my whole life pretty much (to the extents it's possible in a long distance relationship) and things have been going kind of rough the last 2 or 3 months for different reasons, around our anniversary it started, for me at least.
Those months have had higher highs, and lower lows and higher lows and lower highs.
This person has a 100% given me the happiest days of all my life, but on the contrary, the worst ones of my life, or the worst feelings also stem from interactions or a lack there of with them.
Still we do try our genuine best and none of us wants to leave the other, but they have told me that the point that the weight of me becomes just too much to handle is still really far and they'll do whatever it takes, but it is getting a bit closer.
Anyway, back to the title.
Well yeah, pretty self explanitory.
I have had these fantasies of doing something drammatically negative to myself should they leave me. Idk why.
I might psychotherapie-maxx and i surely will sooner or later (for other issues with my mental and so on aswell) any way.

My pms are open if some one wants to talk, i might appreciate it.
It could help me, but idk if i really feel like it.
If you think you can help i can add more context, idk what to expect from org tbh.

You can also come to me if you want to talk about anything in your life, i would be very happy if i can help one of you people feel better or even just to vent a little.
Ik it's hard to open up to ppl, but i know from experience it helps.
If it's not gonna be some1 you know irl or you don't have any friends or don't trust them enough, why not talk to some stranger (still a stranger) from a psl forum?
Anyone can also add me on dc if they wanna talk, may be preferrable.

Anyways: here come the tags:
@nestivv @Idk❤️ @foidletslayer @pashanimair @DrunkenSailor

very

 

[EvilSatanArseRapist]

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