is my life recoverable?

[isis_Bleach]

i literallt abused hard drugs since i was 13 and at the time i didnt realize it bur ppl started noticing and treating me differently
nobody ever told me drugs are bad since im an orphan so i just looked to ramirez and did what he did (abuse drugs, hurt people, etc)
ramirez has always been my hero since i was a 13 year old
but now im kijda cookedany chance i can recover? all i do is lay in bed and post here i dont get enjoyment from anything else my head hurts 24/7.
im 21 now and im literallt like disabled and retarded 5 months sober

 

[Sceptical]

do you live alone?

 

[asdvek]

Just abuse drugs bro

 

[isis_Bleach]

Just abuse drugs bro

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but now im retarded and physically stunted

 

[Frenulum]

Just abuse drugs bro

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dont steal edits

 

[isis_Bleach]

do you live alone?

i live with my mom (she kicks me out soon)

 

[BeanCelll]

No

 

[Sceptical]

i live with my mom (she kicks me out soon)

why would she do that?
don't you get welfare or neetbucks at all?

 

[Diddihippi09]

i live with my mom (she kicks me out soon)

Find a job nga

 

[isis_Bleach]

why would she do that?

idk. if ur a man and have any problems nobody has sympathy not even yr mom will care

don't you get welfare or neetbucks at all?

no. im white so im not allowed such thingz.

 

[BeanCelll]

You can probably find a way to derive pleasure from what you can attain but idk about reintegrating into society as typical dude anymore

 

[stonecold trucel]

Just abuse drugs bro

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sinister as fuck

 

[isis_Bleach]

Find a job nga

im white so im not allowed such things

 

[asdvek]

but now im retarded and physically stunted

Being retarded from drug abuse is pretty fun and makes it so that you can have true love with a virgin

 

[isis_Bleach]

You can probably find a way to derive pleasure from what you can attain but idk about reintegrating into society as typical dude anymore

i just wanna be able to play games and stuff like normal ppl and maybe have 1-2 feiends cuz all i did was smoke merh and bwat off for 8 years so i cant enjoy anything besides beating off now

 

[isis_Bleach]

Being retarded from drug abuse is pretty fun and makes it so that you can have true love with a virgin

i had a virgin gf but my dick is only 6inches so she cheated (her granddad tapped first when she was 5 so i think thats why)

 

[BeanCelll]

i just wanna be able to play games and stuff like normal ppl and maybe have 1-2 feiends cuz all i did was smoke merh and bwat off for 8 years so i cant enjoy anything besides beating off now

That much is feasible tbh, it's just starting to actually do shit that would change your life trajectory pretty drastically that's difficult.

 

[asdvek]

i had a virgin gf but my dick is only 6inches so she cheated (her granddad tapped first when she was 5 so i think thats why)

Aram mafia aram mafia

I low-key fw this shitskin song hah

 

[monk321]

i literallt abused hard drugs since i was 13 and at the time i didnt realize it bur ppl started noticing and treating me differently
nobody ever told me drugs are bad since im an orphan so i just looked to ramirez and did what he did (abuse drugs, hurt people, etc)
ramirez has always been my hero since i was a 13 year old
but now im kijda cookedany chance i can recover? all i do is lay in bed and post here i dont get enjoyment from anything else my head hurts 24/7.
im 21 now and im literallt like disabled and retarded 5 months sober

So fucking over man , they fucked your dopamine reward system permanently , i did them too btw life will always be hell now

 

[truep0lishguy]

idk but i believe in you man

 

[isis_Bleach]

So fucking over man , they fucked your dopamine reward system permanently , i did them too btw life will always be hell now

how long u have been sober?

 

[Luquier]

I thought u were 29

 

[isis_Bleach]

I thought u were 29

im 21