LOST18yearold
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Suicide is only justified if you have a severe terminal illness (e.g; cancer)Thoughts?
So suicide wouldn’t make rational sense in my case? I’m 18, with a body count of two, but have no friends, had pretty bad drug use problems, and have so many regrets in the past.Suicide is only justified if you have a severe terminal illness (e.g; cancer)
If you always in extreme pain, for hours on end, then yes suicide is a fair option.
If you want to kill yourself or feeling suicidal, try every option, for example; workout or increase your T levels, go outside or take vitamin d, eat nutrition dense meals, make friends, have hobbies and etc
Don't take pills, it's a money sink and it gives a false sense of hope. Also, pills cause a placebo effect where you think you feel better, but in reality, an hour or two from now you will be back at square 1.
Yes, it wouldntSo suicide wouldn’t make rational sense in my case? I’m 18, with a body count of two, but have no friends, had pretty bad drug use problems, and have so many regrets in the past.
But I feel to my inner core there is so rational reason for me to live, and I can’t wrap my head around why, but it’s been this way for awhile nowYes, it wouldnt
re read my edited commentBut I feel to my inner core there is so rational reason for me to live, and I can’t wrap my head around why, but it’s been this way for awhile now
Go out and exercise, it helps with dopamine. You're probably decent looking, so you shouldn't have trouble building up a social circle.So suicide wouldn’t make rational sense in my case? I’m 18, with a body count of two, but have no friends, had pretty bad drug use problems, and have so many regrets in the past.
I thought i was doom to fail, I genuinely thought that, and believed itBut I feel to my inner core there is so rational reason for me to live, and I can’t wrap my head around why, but it’s been this way for awhile now
If you abused a hard drug tho, is that something minor? I’ve quit now but I’m sad of how young I was when I did it, and it brings me shameI thought i was doom to fail, I genuinely thought that, and believed it
I did shit in school, i had no friends, and i was fat
but I change my life around, exercising, getting good sleep, eating, meditating, getting sunlight, studying hard
now I am going to one of the best unis in the my country.
we all go through rough times, killing yourself over something minor is retarded, I laugh at the thoughts i wanted to rope
You should be proud that you quit using drugs, you shouldn't be ashamed, what you did wasn't good.If you abused a hard drug tho, is that something minor? I’ve quit now but I’m sad of how young I was when I did it, and it brings me shame
You're lucky that you had the will power to quit that shit. Many people get stuck with that stuff and become Gauls. Focus on your path to recovery.If you abused a hard drug tho, is that something minor? I’ve quit now but I’m sad of how young I was when I did it, and it brings me shame
I’m nervous I could slip up in the future and that makes me depressed and anxious. It’s been 6 months off all thatYou're lucky that you had the will power to quit that shit. Many people get stuck with that stuff and become Gauls. Focus on your path to recovery.
You should be proud that you quit using drugs, you shouldn't be ashamed, what you did wasn't good.
But drugs usage stems from hanging around in a negative environment.
Be proud of yourself, drug usage isn't something is to get over.
People cannot get over drug usage, and they end up dying.
I am sorry if you misunderstood me, I didn't say drug usage is minor and I talking about something else, my bad.
was only it for 4 months tho. It’s been 6 months off it now, still feel like itIt can take up to 2 years clean to recover from hard drug addiction
It's normal to feel suicidal during this recovery period but it's only temporary
You might, we all have to accept our weaknesses, that's what allows us to rise above them.I’m nervous I could slip up in the future and that makes me depressed and anxious. It’s been 6 months off all that
Was it meth? Yeah that's rough bro this shit will be one of the hardest things a person can go throughI
was only it for 4 months tho. It’s been 6 months off it now, still feel like it
Yes it was. You’ve seen it personally from being psyche major?Was it meth? Yeah that's rough bro this shit will be one of the hardest things a person can go through
Your alone, you have no outside forces trying to force to take drugs, your alone now its your time to improve make yourself into a man that you will proud ofI’m nervous I could slip up in the future and that makes me depressed and anxious. It’s been 6 months off all that
Well I've seen all kinds of drug abuse/addiction/recovery as a medical student, I'm graduating in 2 monthsYes it was. You’ve seen it personally from being psyche major?
I keep thinking of my friend who screwed me over and got me started on that shit. You saw the thread about the pink haired incel dude? It was him. I keep thinking of my revenge all dayYour alone, you have no outside forces trying to force to take drugs, your alone now its your time to improve make yourself into a man that you will proud of
You genuinely don’t think it’s over tho? Or worth roping right?Well I've seen all kinds of drug abuse/addiction/recovery as a medical student, I'm graduating in 2 months
In the psych ward I've seen several people who tried to kill themselves on the comedown from cocaine which is brutal asf
Stay strong lil homie you already made it this far you can do this bruh
no bro your neurotransmitters are fucked up right now from the drugsYou genuinely don’t think it’s over tho? Or worth roping right?
MeditateI keep thinking of my friend who screwed me over and got me started on that shit. You saw the thread about the pink haired incel dude? It was him. I keep thinking of my revenge all day
It will be difficult, but just think of the pay off @LOST18yearoldno bro your neurotransmitters are fucked up right now from the drugs
you will be grateful after you've made it through this
You think destroying his property would be retarded?Meditate
try to erase him out of your mind, if his doing meth then his getting revenge on himself then, let him suffer.
thats the best way to get revenge, please for the love god, dont do anything retarded like trying to kill him or some shit.
please do not get a felony!You think destroying his property would be retarded?
I wouldn’t get caught that’s the thing. But ever since December when I cut him off I think of him all day. Does meditation really help?please do not get a felony!
its not worth it, you will just dig a deeper that will harder to climb out
Yes bro, Meditate for 5 mins a day watch some vids on it, and listen to meditating music. Keeping do this for a week you will feel so much better. It helped me out so fucking much, you wont believe it man.I wouldn’t get caught that’s the thing. But ever since December when I cut him off I think of him all day. Does meditation really help?
It doesn't matter your doing a degenerative thing, it just a loser thing to do.I wouldn’t get caught that’s the thing
Bro most of us have BODY COUNT OF 0So suicide wouldn’t make rational sense in my case? I’m 18, with a body count of two, but have no friends, had pretty bad drug use problems, and have so many regrets in the past.
Yeah I know In that regard I’m ok but rest of my life sucksBro most of us have BODY COUNT OF 0
and you can make the other rest heaven, if you just start now.Yeah I know In that regard I’m ok but rest of my life sucks
Hmm you really don’t think I need to get justice for what he did to me? That’s the part that pisses me off, ever since I quit I’ve been trying to be positive, gym 6 times a week, nootropics, thinking of my adult life, but he still lives rent freeYes bro, Meditate for 5 mins a day watch some vids on it, and listen to meditating music. Keeping do this for a week you will feel so much better. It helped me out so fucking much, you wont believe it man.
It doesn't matter your doing a degenerative thing, it just a loser thing to do.
Leave him alone, he might or might not od on meth who knows. Just try to erase him out of your mind.
18 is way too young?ur 18. Rope when ur like 35 or sumn.
thats why I say meditating is going to help you broHmm you really don’t think I need to get justice for what he did to me? That’s the part that pisses me off, ever since I quit I’ve been trying to be positive, gym 6 times a week, nootropics, thinking of my adult life, but he still lives rent free
Is life ruined once you’ve done meth? And you’ve done it before too?yeah this is why meth is bad . i wouldnt do it again unless i knew for sure i was gonna die within the next 24hrs
Yeah I’m going to try it for sure. But you really mean that when you say no point getting revenge on him?thats why I say meditating is going to help you bro
trust me just try for it for a week
ralk to me after a week of meditationYeah I’m going to try it for sure. But you really mean that when you say no point getting revenge on him?
yeah i was addicted for a bitIs life ruined once you’ve done meth? And you’ve done it before too?
Beacause of what?my life is ruined, but not because of meth lo
How long were you on it for? I was on adderall from October to middle of January 2021. Then meth from late January to early may. And did it a few more times between then and Octoberyeah i was addicted for a bit
don't worry one day you will wake up and the feeling of despair will be gone
it might come back in waves sometimes, but yeah
my life is ruined, but not because of meth lol
don't wanna go into details, last time i tried that people just used it as ammo against meBeacause of what?
likeHow long were you on it for? I was on adderall from October to middle of January 2021. Then meth from late January to early may. And did it a few more times between then and October
Did you ever smoke or snort it? I snorted it first two months. From April to may I smoked it and that changed the game. Did you quit on your own or go to a rehab?like
1 year and a bit
took it orally
a point every morning just to get through work