Is there a point of no return with not socialising with people (NDcels GTFIH I need your opinion on this)

[1nspect0r]

I jestermaxxed 2-3 years ago and it badly effected my reputation so I've self isolated for a bit over a year now, when I say self isolate I mean genuinely 0 friends. I go back to school next week but yeah for a year straight I just sit by myself at lunch and not make any friends in my classroom. Even before this I had 0 actual friends which I'd speak to so semi-isolated for closer to 3 years.

Anyways, I'm wondering if the effects of not socialising (Difficulty reading social contexts etc) accumulate to where you literally cannot resocialise yourself.
I feel I've gone past this point because I can't even ntmaxx based of what I know now I have 0 common interests with anyone I've had to speak to.

Sorry if this post seems disorganised btw, this is also a side effect of not socialising enough jfl

I'm HOPING my final year of highschool ascends me because with my current social skills I'm genuinely fucked I'll just ropemaxx during the summer, not that I want to but I'd rather end it off on a high note before life genuinely becomes not worth living

 

[ijustwannaascendlol]

I jestermaxxed 2-3 years ago and it badly effected my reputation so I've self isolated for a bit over a year now, when I say self isolate I mean genuinely 0 friends. I go back to school next week but yeah for a year straight I just sit by myself at lunch and not make any friends in my classroom. Even before this I had 0 actual friends which I'd speak to so semi-isolated for closer to 3 years.

Anyways, I'm wondering if the effects of not socialising (Difficulty reading social contexts etc) accumulate to where you literally cannot resocialise yourself.
I feel I've gone past this point because I can't even ntmaxx based of what I know now I have 0 common interests with anyone I've had to speak to.

Sorry if this post seems disorganised btw, this is also a side effect of not socialising enough jfl

I'm HOPING my final year of highschool ascends me because with my current social skills I'm genuinely fucked I'll just ropemaxx during the summer, not that I want to but I'd rather end it off on a high note before life genuinely becomes not worth living

Yeah same situacion here. I am a retard for cutting all my friends in hs. Now i am one all day at 16

 

[1nspect0r]

Yeah same situacion here. I am a retard for cutting all my friends in hs. Now i am one all day at 16

For me I feel like cutting them off was the right move because I was essentially just a laughing stock. So desperate for validation I'd jestermaxx as I assumed them laughing meant they liked me but instead of being normal the semester afterwards and making new friends I literally just isolated myself.

I'm PRAYING I can clutch up in my final year atp it's not even to slay it's literally just so I have the social skills to actually exist in the real world

 

[Vantablack]

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I jestermaxxed 2-3 years ago and it badly effected my reputation so I've self isolated for a bit over a year now, when I say self isolate I mean genuinely 0 friends. I go back to school next week but yeah for a year straight I just sit by myself at lunch and not make any friends in my classroom. Even before this I had 0 actual friends which I'd speak to so semi-isolated for closer to 3 years.

Anyways, I'm wondering if the effects of not socialising (Difficulty reading social contexts etc) accumulate to where you literally cannot resocialise yourself.
I feel I've gone past this point because I can't even ntmaxx based of what I know now I have 0 common interests with anyone I've had to speak to.

Sorry if this post seems disorganised btw, this is also a side effect of not socialising enough jfl

I'm HOPING my final year of highschool ascends me because with my current social skills I'm genuinely fucked I'll just ropemaxx during the summer, not that I want to but I'd rather end it off on a high note before life genuinely becomes not worth living

no, i was isolated for years in school and still managed to maje friends in college. neuroplasticity is beautiful

 

[Racepill]

I jestermaxxed 2-3 years ago and it badly effected my reputation so I've self isolated for a bit over a year now, when I say self isolate I mean genuinely 0 friends. I go back to school next week but yeah for a year straight I just sit by myself at lunch and not make any friends in my classroom. Even before this I had 0 actual friends which I'd speak to so semi-isolated for closer to 3 years.

Anyways, I'm wondering if the effects of not socialising (Difficulty reading social contexts etc) accumulate to where you literally cannot resocialise yourself.
I feel I've gone past this point because I can't even ntmaxx based of what I know now I have 0 common interests with anyone I've had to speak to.

Sorry if this post seems disorganised btw, this is also a side effect of not socialising enough jfl

I'm HOPING my final year of highschool ascends me because with my current social skills I'm genuinely fucked I'll just ropemaxx during the summer, not that I want to but I'd rather end it off on a high note before life genuinely becomes not worth living

Me too
They say I'm scary

 

[suicidemonkey]

I jestermaxxed 2-3 years ago and it badly effected my reputation so I've self isolated for a bit over a year now, when I say self isolate I mean genuinely 0 friends. I go back to school next week but yeah for a year straight I just sit by myself at lunch and not make any friends in my classroom. Even before this I had 0 actual friends which I'd speak to so semi-isolated for closer to 3 years.

Anyways, I'm wondering if the effects of not socialising (Difficulty reading social contexts etc) accumulate to where you literally cannot resocialise yourself.
I feel I've gone past this point because I can't even ntmaxx based of what I know now I have 0 common interests with anyone I've had to speak to.

Sorry if this post seems disorganised btw, this is also a side effect of not socialising enough jfl

I'm HOPING my final year of highschool ascends me because with my current social skills I'm genuinely fucked I'll just ropemaxx during the summer, not that I want to but I'd rather end it off on a high note before life genuinely becomes not worth living

Yeah same situacion here. I am a retard for cutting all my friends in hs. Now i am one all day at 16

I'm 20 and have been in a somewhat similar situation at certain points.

I think that you are both definitely overreacting. At this point, the real issue is probably the regret.

I barely had any close relationships/friendships throughout my teens and completely fucked everything up, but even so I am still socially functional.

I'm actually arguably one of the more fucked up ppl on this forum to be honest, but there are stories of ppl being held captive for yrs who escape and lead relatively normal lives so you're probably fine.