is there an end to this?

[luckyschizo]

i never rlly realized what was wrong with me but now i do im very insecure of how i look and im being affected mentally theres this girl who likes me a lot but all i can think of is that shes a ltb and if thats what i can attract then its over for me because i must be a ltn no matter how slightly better i look i still feel like this im lonely but i dont want a gf but at the same time in certain instances i do why is my life like this