Is there an explanation to why im this gullible?

[Deleted member 347514]

Whenever I become close to someone I respect and value immensely I begin to unknowingly forget my values and beliefs and do really degenerate and wicked stuff alongside them. Then I snap back to reality when im alone and realize just how outrageous my actions were with them.

This has really only happened to me 2 times but I really do believe some people are able to hypnotise you with their energy. Not in a corny magic way but in a unoticed and subtle way.

Everything felt so natural and fun, and I was rationalizing and justifying shit that seems crazy.

I was 16 and he was 21-22. Guy was really violent. Ive cut him off due to concerns I'll get into more trouble if I keep him around.

I started dressing like bro, I started getting more violent even when he wasn't around and I started sharing values with him unconsciously. This shit seems so corny but I deadass wanted to be him

 

[Banned User]

you might just not be able to visualize an apple in ur head bro