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clear from the comments he’s making now lolWhy aren’t you a mod anymore?
To Sam 7 February 2013fair enough
i hate being pakistani
hello i just wanted some advice because im so confused and i dont know what to do. im asian and was born and bred in the uk... but i feel so split its like i dont know which way to go. i mean i feel like rejectin my asian culture and only embracing my english side but people dont understand me. I hate my asian side.. i wish i wasnt asian at all. when people look at me all i can think is that they must be thinking im some sort of terrorist or something. i hate going anywhere with my family, i feel so embarassed and its like my insides are twisting. i cant really hide the fact that im asian because i have tan skin and were a headscarf. i dont want to take it off but with it on i feel like im not a part of the society. i wish life was simpler. also theres that stereotypical image that people get when they think of asians, in britain i feel like pakistanis are the most hated race, i sometimes hate it myself. everything else my taste in music, what i eat, the clothing i wear is english. but i cant lie about my heritage. so how do i come to terms with it?? wheneveri think of pakistan i think of cows, fields, bombs etc. thers nothing to be proud of.