is there any way to make myself better/BPD diagnosis

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i have trouble with suicidal thoughts and my mind just completely goes on a rampage sometimes

i dont think life is worth living but i should at least try and give it a shot

right now the only way out seems to be ending my life cause not living seems better than being myself right now

but is there anything i can do to improve?
  • i have tried to speak to people, my thoughts are too overwhelming or it just annoys them
  • i was in therapy for 2 years and while i did get diagnosed with adhd nothing else came from it and it wasnt helping these thoughts (it was also expensive asfk so i had to end it for the sake of my moms wallet)

last night on a previous thread, a couple people said i should research BPD and its symptoms, is there any way to get diagnosed without my mom knowing? i cant risk her knowing i self harm
 
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i have trouble with suicidal thoughts and my mind just completely goes on a rampage sometimes

i dont think life is worth living but i should at least try and give it a shot

right now the only way out seems to be ending my life cause not living seems better than being myself right now

but is there anything i can do to improve?
  • i have tried to speak to people, my thoughts are too overwhelming or it just annoys them
  • i was in therapy for 2 years and while i did get diagnosed with adhd nothing else came from it and it wasnt helping these thoughts (it was also expensive asfk so i had to end it for the sake of my moms wallet)

last night on a previous thread, a couple people said i should research BPD and its symptoms, is there any way to get diagnosed without my mom knowing? i cant risk her knowing i self harm
Go on SS than
 
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No one cares nigga. Just shut the fuck up and kys already.
 
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What makes you depressed?
 
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i have trouble with suicidal thoughts and my mind just completely goes on a rampage sometimes

i dont think life is worth living but i should at least try and give it a shot

right now the only way out seems to be ending my life cause not living seems better than being myself right now

but is there anything i can do to improve?
  • i have tried to speak to people, my thoughts are too overwhelming or it just annoys them
  • i was in therapy for 2 years and while i did get diagnosed with adhd nothing else came from it and it wasnt helping these thoughts (it was also expensive asfk so i had to end it for the sake of my moms wallet)

last night on a previous thread, a couple people said i should research BPD and its symptoms, is there any way to get diagnosed without my mom knowing? i cant risk her knowing i self harm
Bro read a thread and thinks he has bpd jfl :lul: 😭
 
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Im basically the exact same so I won’t be of much help but improving your sleep could potentially make you feel somewhat better. Also if you ever have an open period of time, try getting off adderall and evaluating your emotional base, medications can interfere with your mental state a lot of the time
 
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Im basically the exact same so I won’t be of much help but improving your sleep could potentially make you feel somewhat better. Also if you ever have an open period of time, try getting off adderall and evaluating your emotional base, medications can interfere with your mental state a lot of the time
yeah i just looked up the symptoms of my meds (im on methylphenidate rn)

this could def be a factor thank u bro
 
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The fix: Surgery, hope this hells
 
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yeah i just looked up the symptoms of my meds (im on methylphenidate rn)

this could def be a factor thank u bro
Make sure to taper off if you do end up doing it
And probably ask you’re doctor if it’s a good idea because I am not one lol
 
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Make sure to taper off if you do end up doing it
And probably ask you’re doctor if it’s a good idea because I am not one lol
Where is your pfp from ?
 
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Get off your meds and find a close one, don't overwhelm people, js be chill brah
People like you suffer because of their misperception and false judgement
Make sure to recognize when you overhate or overrate a thing
Comes with experience
 
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Get off your meds and find a close one, don't overwhelm people, js be chill brah
People like you suffer because of their misperception and false judgement
Make sure to recognize when you overhate or overrate a thing
Comes with experience
thank you
 
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Get off your meds and find a close one, don't overwhelm people, js be chill brah
People like you suffer because of their misperception and false judgement
Make sure to recognize when you overhate or overrate a thing
Comes with experience
Shit sucks sometimes because just a thought can spiral you into thinking roping is the only answer😕
 
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