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carterv09
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I am genuinely fumbling this girl in my class just because I can’t talk to her. I can’t bring myself to do it. I think I am depressed i just hate myself. I hate my body and how i look. I just hate everything. Why can’t i talk without worrying about it. Like I genuinely think about everything I say and i am just so nervous all the time it’s like why am i even living atp. I see why people commit suicide cause this genuinely sucks. I hate how i look and i feel like my progress is at a plateau which also sucks. The last 2 girls I’ve talked to played the fuck out of me, i got called ugly on a public story and i just hate myself honestly like I am genuinely depressed at 16. I hate my life I just wish i looked better where I won’t be so scared and nervous. Or maybe if I was leaner or my body wasn’t so fucking ugly I could actually look at it with something that’s not disgust. I don’t even know anymore. Just venting
