Is this a nt insta highlight

[i14bytes]

I’m the curry btw

 

[i14bytes]

My friend was telling me my mannerisms are always subhuma as fuck and I look so awkward and that was stressing me out

 

[Veridic]

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I’m the curry btw

You look more nt than him here so yes, you probably knew that though

 

[i14bytes]

You look more nt than him here so yes, you probably knew that though

He was the one saying that though.

 

[Veridic]

My friend was telling me my mannerisms are always subhuma as fuck and I look so awkward and that was stressing me out

It looks like your friend is not the friend you think he is

 

[i14bytes]

It looks like your friend is not the friend you think he is

I’m not good with friends. I just go out with him because we both mog so it’s easy for us to get girls together

 

[Veridic]

I’m not good with friends. I just go out with him because we both mog so it’s easy for us to get girls together

Wah wah *insert slayer issues here*

Don’t act like you don’t have half of life figured out jeet

 

[i14bytes]

Wah wah *insert slayer issues here*

Don’t act like you don’t have half of life figured out jeet

I’ve seen both sides of the spectrum. I’ve been rotting here since I was literally 12. I promise I am doing worse mentally at this age than before I joined ok man. I find it extremely hard to keep friends, girls always think I’m some rude asshole and I don’t have many people I can rely on

 

[Veridic]

I’ve seen both sides of the spectrum. I’ve been rotting here since I was literally 12. I promise I am doing worse mentally at this age than before I joined ok man. I find it extremely hard to keep friends, girls always think I’m some rude asshole and I don’t have many people I can rely on

Okay well focus on improving your applied intelligence then, you sound worse off than I did as an incel half a decade ago rotting in here, at the very least work on finding ways to fix these things

 

[i14bytes]

Okay well focus on improving your applied intelligence then, you sound worse off than I did as an incel half a decade ago rotting in here, at the very least work on finding ways to fix these things

It’s an extremely extremely hard cycle to break out of. I have a horrible nicotine addiction now and I rely on it every waking moment just for dopamine, as before I ascended I had no validation whatsoever and then once I did I feel too overstimulated and once I’m at home/not interacting with foids I feel like utter shit and just want to fucking end it all so I need to artifically spike my dopamine. And I just feel really really really shit right now I don’t know why.

 

[i14bytes]

Okay well focus on improving your applied intelligence then, you sound worse off than I did as an incel half a decade ago rotting in here, at the very least work on finding ways to fix these things

And it’s always a cycle of relating how I’m treated back to my looks so when I’m treated shit by someone it goes back to thinking it’s because I’m ugly then I fall into these depressive episodes

 

[Veridic]

It’s an extremely extremely hard cycle to break out of. I have a horrible nicotine addiction now and I rely on it every waking moment just for dopamine, as before I ascended I had no validation whatsoever and then once I did I feel too overstimulated and once I’m at home/not interacting with foids I feel like utter shit and just want to fucking end it all so I need to artifically spike my dopamine. And I just feel really really really shit right now I don’t know why.

First of all, the artificial dopamine spikes are the major contributor to why you feel that way because your brain has trained itself to reward itself off the nicotine. Drop that then come back to me about 2-3 weeks from now and report how you feel.

Shits awful for you and you sound like you're incredibly low dopamine naturally so it's probably fucking with your mental health more

 

[i14bytes]

First of all, the artificial dopamine spikes are the major contributor to why you feel that way because your brain has trained itself to reward itself off the nicotine. Drop that then come back to me about 2-3 weeks from now and report how you feel.

Shits awful for you and you sound like you're incredibly low dopamine naturally so it's probably fucking with your mental health more

Yeah man the snus habit crept on me so fucking quick. I relied on it throughout gcse season to get past stress and focus and now I’m stuck feeling no buzz or pleasure from 50 mg snus and I feel like such a fucking worthless addict

 

[i14bytes]

Wah wah *insert slayer issues here*

Don’t act like you don’t have half of life figured out jeet

And I barely have life figured out man. Not one bit at all. I go to the best school in the uk for boys. Imagine how stressful school life is in that case feeling always behind because I have no motivation to put any effort in.

 

[Veridic]

And I barely have life figured out man. Not one bit at all. I go to the best school in the uk for boys. Imagine how stressful school life is in that case feeling always behind because I have no motivation to put any effort in.

Not much I can tell you outside of quitting cold turkey, as in now.

Discipline over motivation, you'll never quit otherwise, so it's up to you if this is how you want the rest of your life to continue. Just remember this when you're thinking to yourself anything along the lines of "i'll quit tomorrow/next week", you won't. You'll say the same thing over and over for years.

 

[i14bytes]

Not much I can tell you outside of quitting cold turkey, as in now.

Discipline over motivation, you'll never quit otherwise, so it's up to you if this is how you want the rest of your life to continue. Just remember this when you're thinking to yourself anything along the lines of "i'll quit tomorrow/next week", you won't. You'll say the same thing over and over for years.

Yeah it’s not just the snus though I’m on a plethora of drugs at the moment and I feel like all of them are interfering with my mental state. I spam modafanil and bromatane to study, rad140 30 mg every day for gymcelling, weed when I feel down, and Nic to get me back up, and drink every weekend. It’s just all of this stuff has added up so quick

 

[i14bytes]

Not much I can tell you outside of quitting cold turkey, as in now.

Discipline over motivation, you'll never quit otherwise, so it's up to you if this is how you want the rest of your life to continue. Just remember this when you're thinking to yourself anything along the lines of "i'll quit tomorrow/next week", you won't. You'll say the same thing over and over for years.

I’m trying really hard man it’s hard though

 

[Mom]

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I’m the curry btw

Stop overthinking and hit post

edit: you already posted

 

[i14bytes]

Stop overthinking and hit post

I did already. All the foids who previously liked me didn’t like the post though as I have had relationship issues with multiples foids I’m talking to at the moment because of the rage I get from rad140 so every single foid in my lfie has gone cold on me

 

[Veridic]

Yeah it’s not just the snus though I’m on a plethora of drugs at the moment and I feel like all of them are interfering with my mental state. I spam modafanil and bromatane to study, rad140 30 mg every day for gymcelling, weed when I feel down, and Nic to get me back up, and drink every weekend. It’s just all of this stuff has added up so quick

Look, you're fucked if you don't quit now. That's it. Both looks and mental state wise.

 

[i14bytes]

Look, you're fucked if you don't quit now. That's it. Both looks and mentally wise.

Yeah I know dude. I genuinely just made this thread not even for the highlight I just felt lonely and wanted to talk to someone. I just don’t feel happy at all with my life nowadays.