Is this considered neurodivergence?

[WeMightAscendNgl]

Hi all, so basically my whole life up until late teens I never truly cared about looks. Moreso was focused on sports and stuff so never paid attention. Once that ended I started to realize things around me and compare my looks to other people once I got told I needed jaw surgery. And ever since then I’ve had a lot more anxiety around people and constantly on edge of how there gonna treat me and what looks I’m gonna get. I had a good friend group growing up so I’m able to talk to people pretty well once I get told know them but everything before that like compelled strangers I’m constantly on edge and my mind works a lot slower cause of the anxiety around people. Is this neurodivergence or just high inhib/anxiety? I do think I’m not attractive and it’s been proven in most interactions I have where I’m treated like I’m slow or weirdly, don’t ever get bullied though. Any advice? I’m 22 btw

 

[Auxiliumn]

Do you have hyperawareness?

 

[yourtibawis]

Hi all, so basically my whole life up until late teens I never truly cared about looks. Moreso was focused on sports and stuff so never paid attention. Once that ended I started to realize things around me and compare my looks to other people once I got told I needed jaw surgery. And ever since then I’ve had a lot more anxiety around people and constantly on edge of how there gonna treat me and what looks I’m gonna get. I had a good friend group growing up so I’m able to talk to people pretty well once I get told know them but everything before that like compelled strangers I’m constantly on edge and my mind works a lot slower cause of the anxiety around people. Is this neurodivergence or just high inhib/anxiety? I do think I’m not attractive and it’s been proven in most interactions I have where I’m treated like I’m slow or weirdly, don’t ever get bullied though. Any advice? I’m 22 btw

No you are not nd. You have no condition that’s diagnosed and nd is a serious thing effecting many people lives and you can’t just self diagnose

 

[WeMightAscendNgl]

Do you have hyperawareness?

I would say yes but it all comes back to it being about my looks. Like if I looked a lot better objectively, pretty sure I would not be as hyper aware at all.

 

[Auxiliumn]

I have been diagnosed with adhd and mild autism I’m trying to relate what you’re saying to my own daily life and honestly I couldn’t tell you.