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SANASAAAAA
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Few days ago my chest started to hurt like i actually felt it in my heart, it was hurting,and i felt very lonely it was the first time i culdnt help my self and stop crying i culdnt controle it i told my friends and asked then if they know anything but they said im js tired but i wasnt i was feeling lonely,longing for love and warmth but i look so ugly i will never be able to find true love and i dont even believe true love is a real thing,i feel as if its js there for thoose who look good.
I thaought ti my self a question and i want u to think ab this asw.
Imagine u have a loving wife and a good life
And lets say u died would there be any one to remember you except ur brother?, for me no i realised my wife will move on and marry some one els and love him the same way she “loved” me
The loneliness is catching up to me in only 17 right now never had a girl friend never hugged a girl never lovee by any, my face is disgusting i hate it. My life is shit Im broke, my family barely manages to put food on the table we are drowning in loans.
Im nit a high iq individual every thing i do i am bad at it i get mogged by my little brother in almost every aspect of life
I have considered to kms but my cowardnessdoesnt allow me to do that either i live with this feeling for some time now my heart is in constant longing for love to be wanted and realising that i will never be loved and be wanted hurts it even more i thaought it will make me feel better to speak to some one but this is the only place i will be able to trust.
Is there anyting i can do? Or shuld do to help myself?
A constant feeling if roping follows me that i cant let go the mire i think ab kms the better i feel..
I thaought ti my self a question and i want u to think ab this asw.
Imagine u have a loving wife and a good life
And lets say u died would there be any one to remember you except ur brother?, for me no i realised my wife will move on and marry some one els and love him the same way she “loved” me
The loneliness is catching up to me in only 17 right now never had a girl friend never hugged a girl never lovee by any, my face is disgusting i hate it. My life is shit Im broke, my family barely manages to put food on the table we are drowning in loans.
Im nit a high iq individual every thing i do i am bad at it i get mogged by my little brother in almost every aspect of life
I have considered to kms but my cowardnessdoesnt allow me to do that either i live with this feeling for some time now my heart is in constant longing for love to be wanted and realising that i will never be loved and be wanted hurts it even more i thaought it will make me feel better to speak to some one but this is the only place i will be able to trust.
Is there anyting i can do? Or shuld do to help myself?
A constant feeling if roping follows me that i cant let go the mire i think ab kms the better i feel..
