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I find that the concept of living and life is a complete utter contrast to the fucking mortal hell. I’m only 16 and I feel like this world is so dull and full of problems.
People are completely egotistical by nature, no one cares about who you are, what you think or what you feel like you wouldn’t about almost 99.9999999999% of people. The only person who really cares about your feelings is your parents, but most people have issues with parents. It’s fucking cruel that everyone has a part of them that wants to see you fail, every one of your friends and maybe even family always want to be better than you, like how you want to be the best. Kindness doesn’t exist. No one is truly kind. Everyone has these thoughts of hatred about one and other.
Death. You have to watch every fucking single person that you love older than you go through aging and decline to the point where they don’t know your name, then all that love and emotion is stripped away in a second. We feel emotion so deeply that death puts us in a sad coma for months.
The internet / social media. Has absolutely skyrocketed hypergamy and peaked male isolation and depression. Women create countless insecurities for men while they have good hygiene and get the world. Yet they cry about misogyny as if men who aren’t ideal aren’t treated like shit everyday, live a life of misery and are seen as disgusting and vile for showing emotion. Fuck all of you.
It’s just all so boring.. wake up, study go to the gym just to feel accepted and worthy, go home, study eat the best I can even tho it doesn’t do shit, study, LDAR and finally sleep (the best part)
I’m not suicidal at all, I would never think of that.. but I just feel that there should be more enjoyment in the years we have. Every day is filled with standards, insecurity, stress when humans aren’t designed for all of that.
Ready for the DNRs
People are completely egotistical by nature, no one cares about who you are, what you think or what you feel like you wouldn’t about almost 99.9999999999% of people. The only person who really cares about your feelings is your parents, but most people have issues with parents. It’s fucking cruel that everyone has a part of them that wants to see you fail, every one of your friends and maybe even family always want to be better than you, like how you want to be the best. Kindness doesn’t exist. No one is truly kind. Everyone has these thoughts of hatred about one and other.
Death. You have to watch every fucking single person that you love older than you go through aging and decline to the point where they don’t know your name, then all that love and emotion is stripped away in a second. We feel emotion so deeply that death puts us in a sad coma for months.
The internet / social media. Has absolutely skyrocketed hypergamy and peaked male isolation and depression. Women create countless insecurities for men while they have good hygiene and get the world. Yet they cry about misogyny as if men who aren’t ideal aren’t treated like shit everyday, live a life of misery and are seen as disgusting and vile for showing emotion. Fuck all of you.
It’s just all so boring.. wake up, study go to the gym just to feel accepted and worthy, go home, study eat the best I can even tho it doesn’t do shit, study, LDAR and finally sleep (the best part)
I’m not suicidal at all, I would never think of that.. but I just feel that there should be more enjoyment in the years we have. Every day is filled with standards, insecurity, stress when humans aren’t designed for all of that.
Ready for the DNRs
