Isolation is getting to my soul

[Idontknow120]

If im honest I dont remeber shit that Happend like 2 years ago. TikTok is frying my Brain so much . Ive been Not outside but for School . Im 188 mtn and if watched this fuckass romantic shit on Netflix and I felt how empty my lifes been . I dont even know who I am Everything I say feels weird and it’s Like im rather a realy smart Person or realy dumb. Either way I have no Connection to any human being . I dont know what im living for atp . But im only 61 so ig il Figure shit out if not then it was already over. Mental Health pill is brutal . Maybe dying like Warriors in the old days would have been tuff not worrying about any shit Not knowing so much I wish i could erase everything I know . Yk or just be some mysterious aß Samurai hahahah but ts just some Movie shit ima just wait for something but deep I know nothing will come if I dont get it but I hope im wrong. But at the end of the day life is Not so important than Most of people think prolly gonna be My First and Last Thread I never like writing ts rather drown in my thoughts , Peace