Whirr22222
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I grew up in a cult and left it only just last year and making that decision meant i couldnt talk to any of my friends anymore - on their terms that is.
It also meant i didnt go to uni and have just been working a job, so i dont have an enviroment to make friends
The thing that has kept me going is that i did have a short period of going out earlier this year with an old friend and i slayed a shit ton. But this was only short lived sadly and i no longer talk to him.
Fuck the isolation has been so awful i can feel my self going insane by the week.
But the delusion of reaching an end goal of having a massive physique and a face many many points above where i was 3ish years ago is the only thing keeping me going. - my efforts from finding out about LM in late 2023 have paid of so far, im half way there
I had a BSSO that went very well, so thats given me a bit of fuel.
Anyone else?
It also meant i didnt go to uni and have just been working a job, so i dont have an enviroment to make friends
The thing that has kept me going is that i did have a short period of going out earlier this year with an old friend and i slayed a shit ton. But this was only short lived sadly and i no longer talk to him.
Fuck the isolation has been so awful i can feel my self going insane by the week.
But the delusion of reaching an end goal of having a massive physique and a face many many points above where i was 3ish years ago is the only thing keeping me going. - my efforts from finding out about LM in late 2023 have paid of so far, im half way there
I had a BSSO that went very well, so thats given me a bit of fuel.
Anyone else?
