It doesn't feel right that 2006 was 20 years ago

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Because it was a year where I had a decent level of sentience but was also happy and enjoying life before becoming aware of the curse of puberty
It was the year when I first became good at soccer and developed an interest in sports which allowed me to gain status in my class
The first half of my final year in primary school was in 2006
The second half of my final year in primary was in 2007 but 2007 also featured the start of secondary school which put a dampner on the year
2006 was the first time and only time a cute girl I knew fancied me, it was a foid in my class

Video footage from 2006 has the HD feel, like it's well removed from the 90s but it's still in the analogue age before broadband and youtube became commonly used







My brain immediately registers a 2006 date of birth as equating to the person being giga young but there are literally 2006cels out there who are 20 years old now
My last slay was 20 and it is simply too old for a foid to be LTR material
It's comical to me how 2006 foids are literally too old to LTR now

I actually think I entered a 20 year curse in 2007 thanks to the onset of puberty and having to change from my primary school where I mogged and was popular to a secondary school full of low sentience subhumans.
I need to break out of it this year, I need to believe the 20 year curse can be broken and I can start winning again
 
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Because it was a year where I had a decent level of sentience but was also happy and enjoying life before becoming aware of the curse of puberty
It was the year when I first became good at soccer and developed an interest in sports which allowed me to gain status in my class
The first half of my final year in primary school was in 2006
The second half of my final year in primary was in 2007 but 2007 also featured the start of secondary school which put a dampner on the year
2006 was the first time and only time a cute girl I knew fancied me, it was a foid in my class

Video footage from 2006 has the HD feel, like it's well removed from the 90s but it's still in the analogue age before broadband and youtube became commonly used





I actually think I entered a 20 year curse in 2007 thanks to the onset of puberty and having to change from my primary school where I mogged and was popular to a secondary school full of low sentience subhumans.
I need to break out of it this year, I need to believe the 20 year curse can be broken and I can start winning again

Damn unc
 
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You're so far up in your head I wonder if you have some kind if a disorder where you end up in circular thoughts, which is not too unlike from schizophrenia. I think you have to aspire to be a new man, to have completely different thought patterns and outlook. I've noticed that some people have a mindset where they always somehow end up losing and I can't quite fully understand why is that.
 
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How old are you if u dont mind saying?
 
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Because it was a year where I had a decent level of sentience but was also happy and enjoying life before becoming aware of the curse of puberty
It was the year when I first became good at soccer and developed an interest in sports which allowed me to gain status in my class
The first half of my final year in primary school was in 2006
The second half of my final year in primary was in 2007 but 2007 also featured the start of secondary school which put a dampner on the year
2006 was the first time and only time a cute girl I knew fancied me, it was a foid in my class

Video footage from 2006 has the HD feel, like it's well removed from the 90s but it's still in the analogue age before broadband and youtube became commonly used







I actually think I entered a 20 year curse in 2007 thanks to the onset of puberty and having to change from my primary school where I mogged and was popular to a secondary school full of low sentience subhumans.
I need to break out of it this year, I need to believe the 20 year curse can be broken and I can start winning again

Aw shit 2016 was 10 years ago
 
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You're so far up in your head I wonder if you have some kind if a disorder where you end up in circular thoughts, which is not too unlike from schizophrenia. I think you have to aspire to be a new man, to have completely different thought patterns and outlook. I've noticed that some people have a mindset where they always somehow end up losing and I can't quite fully understand why is that.
I'm not sure about circular thoughts
Do you have any suggestions on how to have different thought patterns and become a new man?

How old are you if u dont mind saying?
30
 
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That's when I graduated high school. I was like, aw fuck, I finished high school without losing my virginity 😭
 
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I'm not sure about circular thoughts
Do you have any suggestions on how to have different thought patterns and become a new man?


30
I'm not sure. In my head I've always had an idealised version of me, someone I could be but never did become, and now I'm trying to be that. I'm finding that it is very contrary to who I am now and at times I feel as if I am waging war against myself to become myself as nonsensical as it sounds. I genuinely believe there's more than one singular 'I' and that at all times we are several different competing wills, and that to truly self realise yourself you must tie all those different, often self contradicting parts together. After all 'I' isn't just your conscious mind, it's your subconscious, instinct, shadow self, etc. and you're not in control of those things anymore than you're in control of your heartbeat or lymphatic system. I've been reading Jung lately and he goes into a lot of detail about this. Nietzsche and Schoppenhauer also alude to it.
 
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no way 2006 was 20 years ago
 
I cant believe 1986 was only 40 years ago

Feels like it was just yesterday when I watched the battle of tuttenburg

Alas! Sound the trumpet!
 
I'm not sure. In my head I've always had an idealised version of me, someone I could be but never did become, and now I'm trying to be that. I'm finding that it is very contrary to who I am now and at times I feel as if I am waging war against myself to become myself as nonsensical as it sounds. I genuinely believe there's more than one singular 'I' and that at all times we are several different competing wills, and that to truly self realise yourself you must tie all those different, often self contradicting parts together. After all 'I' isn't just your conscious mind, it's your subconscious, instinct, shadow self, etc. and you're not in control of those things anymore than you're in control of your heartbeat or lymphatic system. I've been reading Jung lately and he goes into a lot of detail about this. Nietzsche and Schoppenhauer also alude to it.
I'll look into the references those philosophers made on that topic
I'm currently discussing with AI how to alter my behaviour, however the social failure version of myself is the version I identify as the real me

I decided to watch this movie recently and couldn't help but think about how it feels like just last week when I was seeing ads for this being released in the cinema
Hard to believe there was only 8 years between the release of titanic and this

 
Ronaldinho was my favourite player
 
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My last slay was 20 and it is simply too old for a foid to be LTR material
It's comical to me how 2006 foids are literally too old to LTR now
Eh? Lmao, such spoils the best have had to sample. Different planets 🪐 let alone continents.
 
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