it doesnt get better after 1 year

[vision_n]

a girl i never dated, a girl i fantasized about, a girl i had the longest crush on for half a year, used me to get closer to my ltn 6'2 friend

i fantasized about doing one "love" trend for insta, now i have stumbled upon her video with other guy, same trend, where they kiss

it should have been me, i geinunely can't help myself, i tried other girls, new hobbies, nothing

i dont think i will be able to forget her

it won't get better

 

[vision_n]

i hate color purple now, when i stalked her till the home her room window was always glowing purple

but blue is comforting, nothing can make me hate this colour

 

[tansel]

look on the bright side man atleast ur not crying about it on org