it doesnt really matter what i do, one thing is sure, im getting smarter, virtually everything is getting easier every day

[_MVP_]

so i just chill, am laid back

 

[Deleted member 117288]

Nothing ever matters, Whatever I do it always ends up with misery. It's all vanity. Caring about your physicality is vanity, Caring about your wealth is vanity. All ultimately lead to disappointment and misery in the end. I was never meant to care about these things. Simply by the mere act of acknowledging the existence of such vanities, I have set myself up for tremendous amounts of disappointment and regret