It gets worse and worse everyday

[Whiteboard7]

Music ->


No one to hangout with. I'm the one that always has to initiate conversations. I am just a lonely fakecel loser who will never be happy. I just have to accept it. While people my "friends" are hanging out this weekend, I'm just alone in my dorm watching ropefuel edits and hating my life. Being autistic makes you see the world differently but I feel so alienated from people. I will never relate to them, while they are all partying on a island I'm just alone on my little raft isolated drifting away to my utter doom and despair. As I stare into the moon light I see my reflection and I am horrified how truly ugly I am, I am above average facially apparently but I don't feel anything I hate my skin, philtrum, UEE, everything about my body and my face I hate I just wish I could look better is that too much to ask for. Never gotten approached before just always left alone, always have to call or try to talk to people but I'm just a orbiter deep down and my life with suffer and be like that for the rest of my life. I can mask it but I don't fit in with anyone I'm "friends" with everyone but a best friend to no one. No one will truly open up to me or seek and try to hangout with me. I can't take this shit anymore I just want to rope but I'm gonna try and give it time just please give me any tips because I don't want this to be the end of my bloodline. The daily stress of life will kill me anyway.

 

[Whiteboard7]

Bumpo

 

[stacyworshipper]

Sorry dnrd but nice music

 

[Clqs]

It maaaattters where youuu aaaaaree

 

[Whiteboard7]

Sorry dnrd but nice music

Please bro. Thanks for apologizing at least. At least skim

It maaaattters where youuu aaaaaree

Yeah the music mogs

 

[Whiteboard7]

Bump

 

[grbbsc]

Fuck off with that Slowdive shit, go listen to My Bloody Valentine if you want real shoegaze. Otherwise repped

 

[stacyworshipper]

While people my "friends" are hanging out this weekend, I'm just alone in my dorm watching ropefuel edits and hating my life. Being autistic makes you see the world differently but I feel so alienated from people. I will never relate to them, while they are all partying on a island I'm just alone on my little raft isolated drifting away to my utter doom and despair.

Didn’t your friends invite u? Maybe you are very asocial.

I just want to rope but I'm gonna try and give it time just please give me any tips because I don't want this to be the end of my bloodline. The daily stress of life will kill me anyway.

I am living almost the same life. You can’t find a girlfriend and I’m struggling with that too but I have friends. I think you should try to spend more time with them or find new friends never give up man

 

[Whiteboard7]

Fuck off with that Slowdive shit, go listen to My Bloody Valentine if you want real shoegaze. Otherwise repped

Okay????

 

[Whiteboard7]

Didn’t your friends invite u? Maybe you are very asocial.

I am living almost the same life. You can’t find a girlfriend and I’m struggling with that too but I have friends. I think you should try to spend more time with them or find new friends never give up man

I never get invited to shit they have my phone number no notifications. I try not to be asocial guess I'm just so unlikable people don't reach out. I do have "friends" idk It may just be a repeatable thing the thing is I never get invited nor feel like im apart of the group just always a outsider loser. Its hard to find new friends if every group is already made.

 

[xzylecrey]

I never get invited to shit they have my phone number no notifications. I try not to be asocial guess I'm just so unlikable people don't reach out. I do have "friends" idk It may just be a repeatable thing the thing is I never get invited nor feel like im apart of the group just always a outsider loser. Its hard to find new friends if every group is already made.

True and this has nun to do w your looks imo im sure you look better than everyone around you as someone whos seen u. Comes down to social / personality atp i know of heaps of ugly guys i went to school with that live that dream life you envision

 

[Whiteboard7]

True and this has nun to do w your looks imo im sure you look better than everyone around you as someone whos seen u. Comes down to social / personality atp i know of heaps of ugly guys i went to school with that live that dream life you envision

Idk if its a dream life If I want to KMS. Looks may be one thing but I'll always crave more because deep down I need that validation that I never got when I was a kid.. I have always been different from people and I will never truly fit in I'm quiet I have tried emensly and wonder why people never like me but I just have to accept it now. I'm just not a likable person people want to be around I may be able to mask it day by day but everything will always feel off if I truly think about it that's why I have to cope day by day and run away from it but I end up tripping and the pain sinks in. I want to look better and I hate the way I look, I think I look so ugly with my skin, horse shape philtrum, and UEE. I guess it is social/personality but what can I improve I think its fine but I guess with my current situation its bad. Beauty is in the eye of the holder even though I'm a KHHV still. Thanks xzylecrey

 

[stacyworshipper]

I never get invited to shit they have my phone number no notifications. I try not to be asocial guess I'm just so unlikable people don't reach out. I do have "friends" idk It may just be a repeatable thing the thing is I never get invited nor feel like im apart of the group just always a outsider loser. Its hard to find new friends if every group is already made.

People change, groups change. I think you should meet new people and socialize more. Are you in university? school clubs could help

 

[Whiteboard7]

People change, groups change. I think you should meet new people and socialize more. Are you in university? school clubs could help

I'm in Uni right now I know so many people. I try to socialize but I feel so alone. I try man, my mood regarding this situation changes day to day. I do feel like I have "friends" its just not good this week. I know and hangout with a lot of people though.

 

[pheenon]

Honestly same but at this point I’ve learned to accept it and in some ways enjoy it more than having friends and being “popular” but deep down inside I know it’s just a cope

 

[Whiteboard7]

Honestly same but at this point I’ve learned to accept it and in some ways enjoy it more than having friends and being “popular” but deep down inside I know it’s just a cope

Yeah it can get better. I hope atleast. What do you do to combat this besides accepting it

 

[pheenon]

Yeah it can get better. I hope atleast. What do you do to combat this besides accepting it

I have a gf which helps a lot tbh but hobbies is all u can do, would prolly help u get friends but atp im so anti social i dont speak unless spoken to

 

[Whiteboard7]

I have a gf which helps a lot tbh but hobbies is all u can do, would prolly help u get friends but atp im so anti social i dont speak unless spoken to

I have friends kinda. Just always a orbiter and I will always be alone. No GF for me even though girls stare at me sometimes not everytime though.

 

[stacyworshipper]

I'm in Uni right now I know so many people. I try to socialize but I feel so alone. I try man, my mood regarding this situation changes day to day. I do feel like I have "friends" its just not good this week. I know and hangout with a lot of people though.

I’m in uni too and Im khhv as well. We are basically living the same life. I was in your situation too then I joined my university’s football team and made a lot of new friends. I think you shouldnt be afraid of getting into new environments and making new friends. And don’t forget never give up

 

[Whiteboard7]

I’m in uni too and Im khhv as well. We are basically living the same life. I was in your situation too then I joined my university’s football team and made a lot of new friends. I think you shouldnt be afraid of getting into new environments and making new friends. And don’t forget never give up

Yeah I'm trying to do that too. Trying to branch out but I grind and work my ass off every single in hope of a better life but I'm tired and just burnt out. I'm trying to reach out and make new friends. Thanks for the hope fuel bhai

 

[Whiteboard7]

@rraymond

 

[rraymond]

Music ->


No one to hangout with. I'm the one that always has to initiate conversations. I am just a lonely fakecel loser who will never be happy. I just have to accept it. While people my "friends" are hanging out this weekend, I'm just alone in my dorm watching ropefuel edits and hating my life. Being autistic makes you see the world differently but I feel so alienated from people. I will never relate to them, while they are all partying on a island I'm just alone on my little raft isolated drifting away to my utter doom and despair. As I stare into the moon light I see my reflection and I am horrified how truly ugly I am, I am above average facially apparently but I don't feel anything I hate my skin, philtrum, UEE, everything about my body and my face I hate I just wish I could look better is that too much to ask for. Never gotten approached before just always left alone, always have to call or try to talk to people but I'm just a orbiter deep down and my life with suffer and be like that for the rest of my life. I can mask it but I don't fit in with anyone I'm "friends" with everyone but a best friend to no one. No one will truly open up to me or seek and try to hangout with me. I can't take this shit anymore I just want to rope but I'm gonna try and give it time just please give me any tips because I don't want this to be the end of my bloodline. The daily stress of life will kill me anyway.

man
fuck autism
im really sorry bro
i understand i relate
im here for you though, man

 

[Whiteboard7]

man
fuck autism
im really sorry bro
i understand i relate
im here for you though, man

Thank you bhai, I hope it gets better. Thanks for wishing me well. If I'm ever in Europe I'll let you know

 

[rraymond]

Thank you bhai, I hope it gets better. Thanks for wishing me well.

welcome bro i also have autism

If I'm ever in Europe I'll let you know

huh?

 

[Whiteboard7]

welcome bro i also have autism

huh?

Thank you bhai. As you know I do awell.
Don't you live in Europe somewhere I know where just don't want to say it

 

[Whiteboard7]

I

welcome bro i also have autism

huh?

If I'm ever there

 

[rraymond]

Thank you bhai. As you know I do awell.
Don't you live in Europe somewhere I know where just don't want to say it

its fine ahahaha i have revealed my nationality many times im in ireland ofc

I

If I'm ever there

youre in the states?

 

[Whiteboard7]

its fine ahahaha i have revealed my nationality many times im in ireland ofc


youre in the states?

Yes I am... I gotcha Parrot must be a national hero for you guys for football if you watch

 

[rraymond]

Yes I am... I gotcha Parrot must be a national hero for you guys for football if you watch

i dont watch football haha sorry

 

[Whiteboard7]

i dont watch football haha sorry

All good bhai

 

[dopaminemaxxer]

I'm in the same boat as you bhai. Hope it gets better for both of us in the future and until then let's do the best we can.

 

[Whiteboard7]

L

I'm in the same boat as you bhai. Hope it gets better for both of us in the future and until then let's do the best we can.

Love the hopefuel bhai. I am feeling better and I know we will both rebound and get better!

 

[dopaminemaxxer]

L

Love the hopefuel bhai. I am feeling better and I know we will both rebound and get better!

Yes brah keep your chin up things will get better soon (hopefully)

 

[HazelBoy98]

I do have "friends" idk It may just be a repeatable thing the thing is I never get invited nor feel like im apart of the group just always a outsider loser. Its hard to find new friends if every group is already made.

You have to invite people out to something. Text them saying "Hey, I'm checking out this spot (cafe, or thrift store) in downtown, I'm inviting Jeremy too if yall wanna hang" Or invite them to go bar hopping. Invite more than one person so you guys can build a bigger circle, it sometimes feels too intimate for some people to hang one on one. You could get some pizza and beer and invite multiple people to your place for some za and beer but that's might be better if you guy's already have a history of hanging out with eachother

Do not wait for people to adopt you, you need to show initiative that you can plan hangouts and introduce new people to your friends. It'll make them more chill with you and see you in a higher light. Right now it sounds like you guys are more like acquaintances than solid friends, you're gonna have to be the one to make that jump

 

[ccwb]

Sorry dnrd but nice music

DNR DNR d r d be

 

[Whiteboard7]

You have to invite people out to something. Text them saying "Hey, I'm checking out this spot (cafe, or thrift store) in downtown, I'm inviting Jeremy too if yall wanna hang" Or invite them to go bar hopping. Invite more than one person so you guys can build a bigger circle, it sometimes feels too intimate for some people to hang one on one. You could get some pizza and beer and invite multiple people to your place for some za and beer but that's might be better if you guy's already have a history of hanging out with eachother

Do not wait for people to adopt you, you need to show initiative that you can plan hangouts and introduce new people to your friends. It'll make them more chill with you and see you in a higher light. Right now it sounds like you guys are more like acquaintances than solid friends, you're gonna have to be the one to make that jump

Thats true I do have to make that jump. I am in Uni but 18 still so no bar hopping or stuff like that. I'll try and plan hangouts though

 

[sick kunt31]

I will be the next CLaviuclar

 

[Whiteboard7]

I will be the next CLaviuclar

Wdym?

 

[sick kunt31]

Wdym?

I'ma be just like him followers and fame

 

[Whiteboard7]

I'ma be just like him followers and fame

Let's go boss. Just don't do all the bad stuff

 

[sick kunt31]

Let's go boss. Just don't do all the bad stuff

is roids considered bad

 

[Whiteboard7]

I'ma be just like him followers and fame

Fair lol

is roids considered bad

IMO yes. But I see the benefits and reason to use it. Up to U