it gets worse before it gets better

[Copt]

obama have dih bu bu bu bu bu bu bu

 

[GenZ]

You know I noticed something peculiar and I'd like you to tell me whether or not I'm imagining it - when I started softmaxxing a month ago I thought that it'd be a sisyphean task with no end in sight but to my absolute surprise I've noticed out of the corner of my eye that some girls in the subway actually do look my direction which just feels so insane after years of feeling like a subhuman. I guess what I'm asking is if ascending is supposed to feel so worthless and meaningless?