It is indeed OVER

[Nisse]

I’ve ruined so much for myself. Many of you can probably relate.

The downfall of my life started when i was 13. Due to alot of stress i became mentally ill and got depression or what not which led to me stopping school almost completely. I was at home everyday playing videogames and eating junkfood day and night because it was the best way of coping for me. This led to me gaining alot of weight which i have now lost almost completely 4 years later.

The things being fat in my early teens fucked up for me are suifuel. If i hadn’t become fat i probably would have no mandibular downward growth because being obese is correlated with bad oral posture. I also stressed about my appearance way more than others because of my weight. Stressing of course leads to increased MPB and decrease in collagen. My frame is also far worse than what it could have been if i had had normal hormone levels. My shoulders are still pretty broad although they could have been much broader and i have wide hips which is a direct cause of being fat during puberty.

Fuark, thinking about how good my frame would have been with proper environment is fucking suifuel. I got the best genes for bodybuilding out of my brothers but i threw them to waste.

These are only the physiqal looksmins i got from being fat. Now i also am an abused dog due to being made fun of from 13-16. I’m a porn addict with Porn induced erectile dysfunction. I’ll never believe in any compliments i get. I would have never found this shithole if it wasn’t for the weight. I would be a bluepilled somewhat decent looking guy who lost his virginity at 15 with a good life ahead of him. I’ll always be a mentally scarred fatass though normal on the outside.

Going for a drive with my friend in 15 mins. Might aswell grab the wheel and drive us off a bridge when opportunity strikes.

It is over!

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[Ritalincel]

 

[Nisse]

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S.

 

[Nisse]

Bump

 

[Nisse]

 

[AlexAP]

i hate posts like this, theres better ways to get reacts you attention seeking whore

imagine making a thread about suicide then bumping it to get more reacts

Now I see why your pathetic truecel ass was bullied you faggot

 

[owlofathena]

i hate posts like this, theres better ways to get reacts you attention seeking whore

imagine making a thread about suicide then bumping it to get more reacts

Now I see why your pathetic truecel ass was bullied you faggot

This times 10000

 

[Deleted member 14693]

Going for a drive with my friend in 15 mins. Might aswell grab the wheel and drive us off a bridge when opportunity strikes.

Don't kill your friend

 

[Pendejo]

i hate posts like this, theres better ways to get reacts you attention seeking whore

imagine making a thread about suicide then bumping it to get more reacts

Now I see why your pathetic truecel ass was bullied you faggot

This nigga is what? 17? Rofl at him crying about shit, didn’t read his essay btw.

 

[Nisse]

Don't kill your friend

I didn’t but if i go, best believe i’m taking someone with me.

 

[Nisse]

This nigga is what? 17? Rofl at him crying about shit, didn’t read his essay btw.

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[wollet2]

i hate posts like this, theres better ways to get reacts you attention seeking whore

imagine making a thread about suicide then bumping it to get more reacts

Now I see why your pathetic truecel ass was bullied you faggot

stfu dog. both u and op will suck my fat cock

 

[Deleted member 14693]

I didn’t but if i go, best believe i’m taking someone with me.

why? thats fucked up

 

[BigJimsWornOutTires]

i hate posts like this, theres better ways to get reacts you attention seeking whore

imagine making a thread about suicide then bumping it to get more reacts

Now I see why your pathetic truecel ass was bullied you faggot

Poor feller's desperate. He ran out of material. Embarrassing, if you ask me.

 

[Nisse]

i hate posts like this, theres better ways to get reacts you attention seeking whore

imagine making a thread about suicide then bumping it to get more reacts

Now I see why your pathetic truecel ass was bullied you faggot

The suicide part was satire. Everyone hasn’t been gifted with a nordic brain ig.

 

[Nisse]

why? thats fucked up

Satire

 

[9 yo normie]

You started rotting as soon as sexual selection among your peers started because you were a subhuman, not the other way around

 

[Nisse]

Poor feller's desperate. He ran out of material. Embarrassing, if you ask me.

I understand how this can look like attention seeking which it is partly but same goes for any post here. All posts are attention seeking to a certain extent. Don’t act like you don’t get dopamine from notis.

Apart from the suicide (satire) everything said was something i have thought about and wanted to know if anyone relates to and wheter it’s understandable to dwell about these things when there are people with much worse problems. I wanted insight so ofc i’ll bump.

 

[BigJimsWornOutTires]

I understand how this can look like attention seeking which it is partly but same goes for any post here. All posts are attention seeking to a certain extent. Don’t act like you don’t get dopamine from notis.

Apart from the suicide (satire) everything said was something i have thought about and wanted to know if anyone relates to and wheter it’s understandable to dwell about these things when there are people with much worse problems. I wanted insight so ofc i’ll bump.

I'm not here for attention. So don't include me in that mentally disturbed group and agenda. I'm here to heckle the Overlord's spiders that worm the web hunting for SOMETHING ELSE. As I, too, am trolling for SOMETHING OTHER THAN ELSE.

Elser.

 

[Nisse]

I'm not here for attention. So don't include me in that mentally disturbed group and agenda. I'm here to heckle the Overlord's spiders that worm the web hunting for SOMETHING ELSE. As I, too, am trolling for SOMETHING OTHER THAN ELSE.

Elser.

Right. I’m not on this forum for attention either but when you make a thread what’s the reasoning behind it? To get responses (attention). Wheter you just want reacts or actual insightful comments. It’s all attention.

 

[Nisse]

I understand how this can look like attention seeking which it is partly but same goes for any post here. All posts are attention seeking to a certain extent. Don’t act like you don’t get dopamine from notis.

Apart from the suicide (satire) everything said was something i have thought about and wanted to know if anyone relates to and wheter it’s understandable to dwell about these things when there are people with much worse problems. I wanted insight so ofc i’ll bump.

@His Own Mother

 

[BigJimsWornOutTires]

Right. I’m not on this forum for attention either but when you make a thread what’s the reasoning behind it? To get responses (attention). Wheter you just want reacts or actual insightful comments. It’s all attention.

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[Deleted]

Stop being so attention seeking and read my thread instead