It never begun

[nikaqerdo]

This life is so unfair some of this guys just born and be 6.2-6.3 maybe even more being born in very good country with good family and have good money for the rest of their life and be good looking. meanwhile some guys born in the slums being 5.3-5.4 and looking awful and slaving his ass of for couple of bucks and that’s most brutal pill luckpill. Then we have knowledge pill and parents pill this happened to me at that time looksmaxxing wasn’t popular and i didn’t have lot of this information that we have right now about taking ai hgh erda and stuff. my genetic max prob was 6.1 maybe 6.2 am only 5.11 and I learned that my shits closed at 17. I learned about all of this when i was 15-16 and at that age its no point of doing this and even if i didn’t take this shit when i was young i still had shit lifestyle when i was young, i was fat ugly and i started puberty 12-13 when i should have at prob much later what can you blame other than my parent’s for this as little kid how can i know better And for my sport i need hight at lest 6.1-6.2 sometimes even more. But some of you will say be grateful for what you have fuck that why should i be when i could have been so much better. yea at 17 what can you do for hight other then posture losing weight and hoping that your spine and your torso is open and blast erda and roids for 1-2 inches that may happen or not. To leave height thing alone am not that attractive either i never had teenage love nothing of sort not even talking stage or hold hands with girl and everybody besides my had love don’t know what to do with my life and its feels like am just stuck at one place and its just depressing every day if you guys have suggestions or what should i do am all ears really don’t know why am really posting this but i just need help i guess