It was depressing seeing how many empty bottles of liquor I had lying around

[Magical Apple]

I really need to stop drinking. It is terrible.

 

[thecel]

Drinking is fun. I wish I could be in your situation.

 

[MRD]

At my worst I was drinking 1.5 litre bottles of vodka (coop supermarket was selling smirnoff in that size for some reason) a day. I'd pass out from a blackout and magically wake up at 3:30 each morning - with about 1/5 of it left. I'd drink it straight until 7am/8am when the shops opened again and get another 1.5 litre. I remember being thrown out of this place I was living at at the time which I was supposed to be looking after as a 'guardian' it was an old peoples home that had shut down. Ambulance turned up and i blacked out mashed my nose straight off the pavement kerb. Just LOL at being an alcoholic. Worst thing about it was the withdrawal/anxiety. It's a weird feeling: despair is.

 

[Deleted member 20399]

I really need to stop drinking. It is terrible.

no, it's a good cope

 

[Deleted member 15866]

I wish

why cant you drink?

 

[thecel]

why cant you drink?

utter lack of social connections to people who have alcohol

I’m friendless and boneless