russianmtbslayer500
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pov you are 16 and a conventionaly ugly kid you are chubby very asymetrical and resseced you found a girl you like and for some grace of gandy she likes you back but not for your looks but your personaylity and inteligence but you feel it her physsical distance how she dosent really desire you her lackof compliments and initiaten how she pulls awayfrom you you notice her lack of effort you guys get into fights you mention how unloved you feel adn that you feel like a option she tells you if you feel like a option leave so you do that you leave and 3 weeks later she is over you while you still miss her you scroll trough the forums you post your story and face people telling you that thats the issue you belive them because you being unattractive isnt something new in your heart you already knew it that no girl ever gave you signs of interest people indirectly telling you you dont look good so you decide to change you research the human face for hours finding every flaw you have a resseced mandible and chin a crooked nose a too long midface being overweight having shitty healthindicators too resseced infra orbitals and asymetric maxilary growth you find your major flaws and look up surgers double jaw surgery infra orbital implants and a septorhino plasty but you dont get surgery you first improve everything that lacks of softmaxxing you look in the mirror and see what you can improve you see your horribile skin your face kinda being fat and having little definition you look at your body your shoulder with is okay but your hips too big and you are soft your body is kinda soft you do research and co,e across accutane retatrutide ghk cu and oral minoxidil you ordder them and for the next year you do that you lose 15kg and gain 10 you know have a lean mascular physique your face noticably leaner now you can see hollow cheeky they were present before but not strong suddenly you see your jawline and mandabular border clearly double chin being gone your skin now glass clear pink shining like the preztyboys you saw on tiktok your lashes and eyebrows grew framing your almond hazel eyes better you dyed them black which gave you good contrast you softmaxxed but still weren good enough because your main flaws remained you are now 18 currently you are a 5.5 before a 4.5 but still you know that the main issues remain you start working full time not having a carrer you work 8hours daily still livin with your parents you make 1.5k netto you live off of 250 you spend the next 2 years saving up rather investing and you finally have enough money you had braces and all ever since you were 19 with 20 you get the doublejaw surgery you spend ayear recovering you have healed and now you ntoice your face has significantly improved your main issues your face had almost gone your short lower third got fixed your long midface got ideal chhin to philtrum ideal you are no longer resseced which also caused your submental region to get tighter your jaw aasymetry gone your under eyes got better support then next you get infra orbtial implants and a septo rhino plasty youspend around 20K on surgeries currently you went up to a .7.8 you are clearly conventionaly hot you grew a stublle which gave you angularity dimorphism which noe pushed you into the 8 catagory you look in the mirror and you dont even remmeber your own face but atleast now you look very attractivee you used to wear a mask and sunglasses to hide your ugly face you decide not to anymore you walk down the street and people are staring and gasping at you you are in the supermarket and a girl aproaches you she is smoking hot and asks you for your number but you dont feel anything what should have felt amazing feels like nothing you notice a miserable feeling cramp up inside of you that anxious feeling that used to come when you werent okay you get yourself a energydrink you sit down at the bench next to the supermarket and you remember that one girl and how muh fun you both had but also that she didnt really desire you she did love you but didnt desire you for years you thought fixing your looks would bring you what you wanted love security you spend hours on forumms people telling you that you will finally feel okay after fixing your looks but that isnt true you post on tiktok again after a few years people still remember your 17 year old version the bellow average low tier normie kid you post your face with a lana delrey audio and everyone recognises you holy shit this kid actualy became crazy looking your comments are flooded with guys ad´nd girls girls thirsting over you guys glazing you making edits of you but deep inside you feel it how superficial everything is yes you changed appereance wise but you are still that miserable child you dont hold eyecontact you still have dislike for people and cant fit into crowds now you feel even worse before you were invisble so your social anxiety wasnt bad but now you are extremly visible people constantly wanting to be your friend staring at you you think the attention should feel good but it dosent yeah girls love you but for your looks they lust over you in your mind you remember her that sweet blonde girl her cute blue eyes her nose her smell you remember the conection you had for her how for the first time in your life things didnt feel superfical and then you notice looks are never going to fix that miserable child who wanted to feel loved and desired but only by one person. you return to your old city you see her she was 17 when you guys were thogether now she is 22 even more gorgeus then before she dyed her hair black got more piercings she is wearing eyeliner and a rolling stones shirt and low rise boot cut jeans she looks at you but dosent recognize you you are in the supermarket and you see her hugging and kissing a guy he looks bad and at the moment it hits you it was nver about looks you had vconvinced yourself your looks were the issue when it was you pushing her away by obssesivly thinking she didnt like you or found you attractive your accusations starting fights you notice now it wasnt about looks it was álways about who you were that insercure little chid that hated himself an thought his looks made him unlovable you go up to her you chat her up she notices you she speaks and recognises you she compliments you on how much you changed you see her boyfriend he had a buzzcut he is frail you stand next to him being 2x his size he has glasses and alot of acne a typical nerd you remember she is into smart guys why she dated you your inteligence you were never a ugly chud nerd just a slightly bellow average looking kid just a smart quite kid you talk to her and you find out she is engaged to this nerd a person you would have bullied in highschool with such a gorgeus girl you both hug and there you smell her scent again not having changed a bit you hug her a bit long and she hugs you abit long her boyfriend being jealous already and then you understand your insecurity made you lose the first ´person you truly loved and the firs person who truly loved you
