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AstroSky
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often times I wonder why I even visit this site. why do I share my life and advice to you guys? I guess I really do want to help others. I see how you guys attacked my appearance even some of the most smallest things that most girls don't even notice but hey I can't blame ya. regardless I noticed something that happened to me. a day or two ago I posted about how a girl lost interest in me and was thinking it was due to my diet choice or something ( very obvious she was quite upset that I consumed meat)
then you guys was like no it's ur eyes ur chinnn ur hairrr and my nose.
so I got off this site. went about my day and I check my inbox and wouldn't ya know? she was trying to video chat me. she was not "ghosting me" turns out and I was being a super impatient none understanding person
we got to talking and she kept saying she loved my eyes and all these features you guys kept saying was determental to my success with women. yet here she was going against every little theroy that people play out here. my chin is a little recessed.....my skins not the most clear sometimes. sometimes I can't even look myself in the mirror due to how ugly I feel on the inside.
what if the problem is not your looks ( to a point of course) but your inablity to settle for your looksmax and or slightly lower than your looksmax. what if the problem is some of us are fucked up since childhood and have so much emotionally trama that we all get stuck in this scapegoat
just...after that video call it just hit me how fucking out of the loop Im becoming
idk. I know looks have a play and I don't look like a 2 but I also feel like if we stop chasing the pipe dream and being dillusional life can get a little easier on you.
it can't all be everyone else's fault
while a broken clock is right at least two times a day....I really do think this is a case of black and white thinking
reality is actually a gray area. truths. some not so true. more squishy and less solid
I'm not in any position to claim I'm mentally healthy but I'm def in a different state of mind now.
I really do hope you guys find your peace .....
then you guys was like no it's ur eyes ur chinnn ur hairrr and my nose.
so I got off this site. went about my day and I check my inbox and wouldn't ya know? she was trying to video chat me. she was not "ghosting me" turns out and I was being a super impatient none understanding person
we got to talking and she kept saying she loved my eyes and all these features you guys kept saying was determental to my success with women. yet here she was going against every little theroy that people play out here. my chin is a little recessed.....my skins not the most clear sometimes. sometimes I can't even look myself in the mirror due to how ugly I feel on the inside.
what if the problem is not your looks ( to a point of course) but your inablity to settle for your looksmax and or slightly lower than your looksmax. what if the problem is some of us are fucked up since childhood and have so much emotionally trama that we all get stuck in this scapegoat
just...after that video call it just hit me how fucking out of the loop Im becoming
idk. I know looks have a play and I don't look like a 2 but I also feel like if we stop chasing the pipe dream and being dillusional life can get a little easier on you.
it can't all be everyone else's fault
while a broken clock is right at least two times a day....I really do think this is a case of black and white thinking
reality is actually a gray area. truths. some not so true. more squishy and less solid
I'm not in any position to claim I'm mentally healthy but I'm def in a different state of mind now.
I really do hope you guys find your peace .....
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