Its 5:26 and christmas i feel nothing

[Tealovingfool]

Currently 5:27 in the morning its christmas ill be getting up an opening presents soon I think who knows ill probably go get a cup of coffee first since I havent slept all night and I need to stay awake I could also use a cigarette too bad I cant get them anymore and I cant even hit my shitty vape since ive got no liquid my family are probably gonna wake up later on today this year because there isnt much celebrating going on with christmas ive listened to the music got a tree I just dont feel anything the decorations are up music is on and I just dont feel it anymore im finally one of the ages I wished to be when I was little the big 14 and life couldn't be more boring and shitty alright im done bullshitting merry fucking christmas I guess.