Sub->CL
Negro in Essence
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People act like ascending is cool.
I have to beg doctors who mock me to cut me open so I can look presentable.
And people pretend it's some hero's journey, a defiance of fate.
Nobody who made my life hell will be held accountable. The most brutal part is that most have likely forgotten me when I will always remember them.
I'll be 20 by the time I've recovered from my procedures, then I'm going to pretend that the last two decades were for something? Or that I have a future?
I have my first surgery in two months and I hardly feel excited.
Until then, I'll LDAR here hating niggers everyday when the ugliest and dumbest nigger is less subhuman than me.
Why? There's something human that everybody, from India to Indiana, seems to share with everybody else.
Something that I don't have because of the way my brain is wired.
I have to beg doctors who mock me to cut me open so I can look presentable.
And people pretend it's some hero's journey, a defiance of fate.
Nobody who made my life hell will be held accountable. The most brutal part is that most have likely forgotten me when I will always remember them.
I'll be 20 by the time I've recovered from my procedures, then I'm going to pretend that the last two decades were for something? Or that I have a future?
I have my first surgery in two months and I hardly feel excited.
Until then, I'll LDAR here hating niggers everyday when the ugliest and dumbest nigger is less subhuman than me.
Why? There's something human that everybody, from India to Indiana, seems to share with everybody else.
Something that I don't have because of the way my brain is wired.
