It's amazing how much i suffered from main character syndrome when I was delusional

[soulless_npc]

i thought I was on to something when I was on to nothing

 

[слон]

we're all more confident when we're stupid, but we move past it eventually as we get older and wiser. dunning-kruger effect

 

[Anabol]

we're all more confident when we're stupid, but we move past it eventually as we get older and wiser. dunning-kruger effect

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Mirin graph

 

[soulless_npc]

we're all more confident when we're stupid, but we move past it eventually as we get older and wiser. dunning-kruger effect

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I used to think girls were into me who weren't, my delusions were that bad, it was a delusional way of coping

Now with a brutally realistic perspective I just feel boring and lame

I'm a dull boy and I don't go out of my way to attract attention to myself so I just blend in perfectly among the masses and thus being average I'm invisible

 

[soulless_npc]

This is the point you have to compensate because the only "edge" I ever had was youth which does have beauty in its own right and was the only reason I ever got female attention EVER even though you are profoundly STUPID in your youth and mine was essentially shitty

But compensate with what I don't know, go back to school where I would simply be even more reminded of what I didnt live? Get a "good" job and just stay at it like every bluepilled boomer I ever spoke to told me to do and just betabuxx being a "provider" even though we know that that is not even necessary / respected? Or is that only self empowered liberal women?

There are men out there who have not put down a fraction of the blood swear and tears I and countless other sexless men have who are getting attention rn and I can't be the only one who notices how tragi comically Disney Channel this shit seems

That is why I don't buy "muh hustle" bullshit

It's about being the right guy at the right place at the right time and just a bit of plain old LUCK

I'm having to come to terms with the fact luck wasn't on my side

It's the beginning of the end and I'm running out of time

 

[слон]

It's the beginning of the end and I'm running out of time

 

[buddhistking]

It's crazy how I had the most confidence and happiness back in my early/mid teens when I was getting bullied and rejected the hardest, it was only like after I reflected on my experience in comparison to the norm that I realised "oh shit I was living the life of a subhuman back then", I was so naive bruh

 

[cryptt]

It's crazy how I had the most confidence and happiness back in my early/mid teens when I was getting bullied and rejected the hardest, it was only like after I reflected on my experience in comparison to the norm that I realised "oh shit I was living the life of a subhuman back then", I was so naive bruh

+1 got more insecure later on after starting to look better