its been one year since i re-discovered my oneitis

[ForSKJ]

its been a year since i first "re-discovered" my oneitis. i say "re-discovered" because i saw her once when i was very little. anyway, i stalked her linkedin pfp and found her last year. i was mesmerized by her beauty. its been a long year with many ups and downs, and my feelings for her were like a roller-coaster. some days i felt very strongly for her, and some days i didn't think of her. she obviously still doesn't know i exist. i always knew deep inside that i was using her a benchmark for my ascension. She never would have entered an LTR with a dravidian like myself even though her father is a dravidian. she is hmtb - lhtb with makeup. prominent nose and jaw but its harmonious, very high set cheekbones, although one is ever so slightly higher set than the other. i unfortunately don't know her height, which could also be a failo if she is sub 5'8, but i believe she is to be at least 5'8.

in the past year of being a member of this forum my habits haven't changed for shit, except my psyche which has been slipping down a steep path of cynicism and hatred for neurotypicals, however, I believe these feelings were always dormant inside me. i am KHHV and i find this is a state of perpetuity, upheld by my lack of discipline and self destructing behaviors. i desperately want to ascend and travel with my oneitis to the vast empty beaches of a tropical country and make memories.

Ya Allah please make me ascend into a striking and bold dravidian chadlite

 

[ForSKJ]

fucking hate ear pimples

 

[ForSKJ]

bump i put my blood sweat and tears into ts

 

[gigacumster3000]

you unoriginal little newfag cunt, how many times do i have to explain this shit? you're 10 years too late to the looksmax game, go back to your shithole thread. if she hasn't noticed you after a year of stalking her like an incel retard then get over it and move on to some other low value bitch, nobody is obligated to fuck losers with crippling anxiety. grow up and work on yourself before even thinking about chasing the unattainable fantasy of "oneitis"

 

[browncurrycel]

you unoriginal little newfag cunt, how many times do i have to explain this shit? you're 10 years too late to the looksmax game, go back to your shithole thread. if she hasn't noticed you after a year of stalking her like an incel retard then get over it and move on to some other low value bitch, nobody is obligated to fuck losers with crippling anxiety. grow up and work on yourself before even thinking about chasing the unattainable fantasy of "oneitis"

Hi there

 

[brotato78]

fucking hate ear pimples

same i got one rn shit hurts

 

[ForSKJ]

you unoriginal little newfag cunt, how many times do i have to explain this shit? you're 10 years too late to the looksmax game, go back to your shithole thread. if she hasn't noticed you after a year of stalking her like an incel retard then get over it and move on to some other low value bitch, nobody is obligated to fuck losers with crippling anxiety. grow up and work on yourself before even thinking about chasing the unattainable fantasy of "oneitis"

i think about her parents having sex a lot and how that would've went down because her father is a dravidian like myself and her mother is eastern european.

 

[Informationcapitali]

Bump

 

[ForSKJ]

Bump

my nigga