Its brutal to think that my lack of social interest is caused by my brain (Amphetamines/adderallpill)

[Deleted member 7901]

If there is anything more brutal to think that you are isolated because of lack of friends, then its to be isolated because
your brain is retarded, which will in the end cause you to lack friends and you end up even more fucked

fucking over for my ADHD brain, only with adderall/amphetamines I become so social and enjoy small talk, but I can't take it everyday and its far from a long-term solution, and the pro-social benefits will eventually partially go away

I enjoy talking with my friends so much I can't even explain how much when I am on it, it just feels like a waste of time not using the drug on socializing, jfl this is what normies feel 24/7 meanwhile I need to literally microdose with speed to gain that effect, no wonder they are so mindless and care about chatting even about the most pointless stuff which has no stimulation

I remember how in the first day I became so social and my speech became very sharp, I can be very sharp if I am in a debate which I enjoy without drugs, but it was just like that all the time, everyone noticed and a friend even invited me to his house since he guessed right that I am in the mood after not being like that maybe for years, we were in his house just talking about random and pointless shit for a few hours and it was so enjoyable

Adderallpill is a brutal pill to swallo metaphorically and quite literally

 

[CupOfCoffee]

Try SSRIs Buspirone and CBD oil. These things make you pro-social and improve your outlook on other people. I'm the same, trust me this shit works for me

 

[Deleted member 11414]

i stopped taking my adderall cause it makes me even more angry and irritable then i already am

 

[Deleted member 7901]

Try SSRIs Buspirone and CBD oil. These things make you pro-social and improve your outlook on other people. I'm the same, trust me this shit works for me

I take adderall and it fixes it since its caused by ADHD/lack of dopamine, I literally talk about it in the thread jfl

 

[CupOfCoffee]

I take adderall and it fixes it since its caused by ADHD/lack of dopamine, I literally talk about it in the thread jfl

I know but you said that amphetamines aren't a sustainable long term solution, and they aren't. SSRIs Buspirone Wellbutrin and CBD oil can all improve your neurotransmitter function and improve outlook and reduce social dysfunction

 

[Deleted member 7901]

i stopped taking my adderall cause it makes me even more angry and irritable then i already am

I do find it making me far more annoyed by things I am annoyed by tbh
but its a good experience to have at least once lol, I probably won't be taking it much though,
since possible addiction, it doesn't last long enough and comedown sides aren't worth it

 

[AlexAP]

I still think most Normies are just good at faking interest in all the topics they talk about with other Normies. My mother always visited events and then came back saying how boring and stressful they were, but she was certainly NT as fuck. She could hold a conversation for as long as she wanted.

When people say "I got to know him/her better", they mean "I got to hear his real opinions about things that he would never talk about in public." Small-talk is cope. It's probably a defense mechanism against knowing someone on a deeper level.

 

[Deleted member 7901]

I know but you said that amphetamines aren't a sustainable long term solution, and they aren't. SSRIs Buspirone Wellbutrin and CBD oil can all improve your neurotransmitter function and improve outlook and reduce social dysfunction

don't SSRIs fuck you up long-term?

 

[Deleted member 11414]

I do find it making me far more annoyed by things I am annoyed by tbh
but its a good experience to have at least once lol, I probably won't be taking it much though,
since possible addiction, it doesn't last long enough and comedown sides aren't worth it

its only really good if you have the kind of adhd thats extreme in hyperactivity
if your have the inattentive type (like i do) then its pretty much useless

 

[Deleted member 11414]

don't SSRIs fuck you up long-term?

they basically make you into a tranny
no sex drive, sleeping 18 hours a day, constant numbness and and constant apathy

 

[Deleted member 7901]

I still think most Normies are just good at faking interest in all the topics they talk about with other Normies. My mother always visited events and then came back saying how boring and stressful they were, but she was certainly NT as fuck. She could hold a conversation for as long as she wanted.

When people say "I got to know him/her better", they mean "I got to hear his real opinions about things that he would never talk about in public." Small-talk is cope. It's probably a defense mechanism against knowing someone on a deeper level.

I don't think you get it, its not about interested in what is being talked, its about getting a dopamine hit and just enjoying the process of talking itself, I am not interested in what people say 95% of the time even on adderall jfl

 

[CupOfCoffee]

don't SSRIs fuck you up long-term?

Not that I'm aware of they've been used by some people for 30 years+. If anything Adderall and stims are clearly more dangerous to use long term

 

[isis_Bleach]

If there is anything more brutal to think that you are isolated because of lack of friends, then its to be isolated because
your brain is retarded, which will in the end cause you to lack friends and you end up even more fucked

fucking over for my ADHD brain, only with adderall/amphetamines I become so social and enjoy small talk, but I can't take it everyday and its far from a long-term solution, and the pro-social benefits will eventually partially go away

I enjoy talking with my friends so much I can't even explain how much when I am on it, it just feels like a waste of time not using the drug on socializing, jfl this is what normies feel 24/7 meanwhile I need to literally microdose with speed to gain that effect, no wonder they are so mindless and care about chatting even about the most pointless stuff which has no stimulation

I remember how in the first day I became so social and my speech became very sharp, I can be very sharp if I am in a debate which I enjoy without drugs, but it was just like that all the time, everyone noticed and a friend even invited me to his house since he guessed right that I am in the mood after not being like that maybe for years, we were in his house just talking about random and pointless shit for a few hours and it was so enjoyable

Adderallpill is a brutal pill to swallo metaphorically and quite literally

I might have adhd because I had this experience with speed

 

[Deleted member 7901]

its only really good if you have the kind of adhd thats extreme in hyperactivity
if your have the inattentive type (like i do) then its pretty much useless

Why is that? I am not really hyperactive and when it works, it works really well for me, at least the first dosage jfl, the second dosage I take later the day just gives me anxiety and all of the sides without and positives (which is why I am looking into XR)

 

[Deleted member 7901]

I might have adhd because I had this experience with speed

If you feel chill, concentrated without really any jitterness then you might as well have it, even 30mg which is a massive amount effects me good because of how bad I got it lol

 

[Deleted member 11414]

Why is that? I am not really hyperactive and when it works, it works really well for me, at least the first dosage jfl, the second dosage I take later the day just gives me anxiety and all of the sides without and positives (which is why I am looking into XR)

because its mainly used for people with a lot of hyperactivity because they are calmed down by stimulants

 

[Deleted member 7901]

because its mainly used for people with a lot of hyperactivity because they are calmed down by stimulants

Never heard that its mainly on hyperactive ADHDcels, I heard many none-hyperactive adhdcels that respond with a calming effect

 

[isis_Bleach]

If you feel chill, concentrated without really any jitterness then you might as well have it, even 30mg which is a massive amount effects me good because of how bad I got it lol

30 mg of what bcause i smoked 100 mg of meth and was nicely high but ~ 200 + mg oral i nearly overdosed i think
is adderal a lot more potent?

 

[Deleted member 7901]

30 mg of what bcause i smoked 100 mg of meth and was nicely high but ~ 200 + mg oral i nearly overdosed i think
is adderal a lot more potent?

adderall, yea jfl you can't compare both tbh, and I don't know how it compares to meth, never tried it

 

[Edgar]

Adderallpill is a brutal pill to swallo metaphorically and quite literally

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